I don't want to live the life I currently have. I didn't want to live the life I had 5 years ago. I waver between having some hope and having none at all. I've been wavering for years. I wonder sometimes if I'm more tired of the constant flux in levels of hope rather than of hopelessness.
I've never been good at gambling but I think I'm rather addicted to gambling with my life on the line. Isn't ctb the ultimate safe move? I'll have averted disaster if disaster were to happen. If instead I folded when I had a good hand, I wouldn't be around to know what I could have won. For me at least, it's one of the lures of ctb.
I've never been good at gambling but I think I'm rather addicted to gambling with my life on the line. Isn't ctb the ultimate safe move? I'll have averted disaster if disaster were to happen. If instead I folded when I had a good hand, I wouldn't be around to know what I could have won. For me at least, it's one of the lures of ctb.
