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AQUA

AQUA

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Dec 2, 2020
300

I'm sad to say...

Sadly on the 20/03/2021 at around 11 pm a close friend and user of this site by the name of @sadgirl2002 CTBed.
She left this world using N.
The last message I got from her was at 9:56 pm saying "... I will ctb at 11pm hopefully it'll be okay. If you don't hear from me, feel free to tell everyone that I'm gone...".

I know we've only been texting since the 22nd of Feb so I don't mean to sound disingenuous but...
I'm gonna miss texting you, its been nice talking to you about taboo things such as funerals and the afterlife etc.
It's a real shame the world didn't see you fully bloom. I hope you won't be distraught in your final moments and that you get the closure you wanted.
Fingers crossed you get that humanist funeral you really wanted.:happy:
I Love you.
You will be missed.
Rest in peace. <3

:heart:


If you haven't heard of her I beg you to search her name @sadgirl2002

 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I'm so sorry to hear she's gone.
Still, it's very nice of you to post this thread with such beautiful words. I bet she would be more than happy.

Anyway, I wish she's having lots of love and eternal peace right now.
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
We have lost another member. I'm both happy and sad for her. I'm happy because she left without pain, a peaceful method using N. I'm sad that she left us with misery. If only the world is kind to her, she could've been with us.

@sadgirl2002, RIP.​

 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Hope she is in peace now
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,339
Sorry to hear that she has passed. :aw: I hope she is at peace now.
 
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mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340


I'm sad to say...

Sadly on the 20/03/2021 at around 11 pm a close friend and user of this site by the name of @sadgirl2002 CTBed.
She left this world using N.
The last message I got from her was at 9:56 pm saying "... I will ctb at 11pm hopefully it'll be okay. If you don't hear from me, feel free to tell everyone that I'm gone...".

I know we've only been texting since the 22nd of Feb so I don't mean to sound disingenuous but...
I'm gonna miss texting you, its been nice talking to you about taboo things such as funerals and the afterlife etc.
It's a real shame the world didn't see you fully bloom. I hope you won't be distraught in your final moments and that you get the closure you wanted.
Fingers crossed you get that humanist funeral you really wanted.:happy:
I Love you.
You will be missed.
Rest in peace. <3

:heart:


If you haven't heard of her I beg you to search her name @sadgirl2002

"It's a real shame the world didn't see you fully bloom."
Really beautiful wording, even the most beautiful flowers wither and die one day. RIP
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
N, very nice. RIP.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

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Feb 20, 2020
911
I hope she's in peace now.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Didn't know her personally but from reading some of her posts in some threads she seemed like such a lovely person.

I'm glad she got to ctb to one of the methods we all wish to.

May she be at peace now.
 
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FreeAngel

FreeAngel

Student
Mar 3, 2021
111
rest in peace
 
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UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
340
@sadgirl2002 I know you were very anxious that it wouldn't go as planned but I'm happy to hear that you're finally at peace. Rest well, sleep forever, and hurt no more :hug:
 
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