Question

[Ben 111]

Does anyone else get frustrated by the fact that you have to wake up everyday and repeat the same cycle over and over..i hate waking up after sleeping, truly sleep is good,death is better but never being born triumphs

 

[Canto XIII]

Sleep may be better than death imo, because you can actually enjoy it. Sleep and Death are actually brothers according to Hesiod (Theogony 211-12: Νὺξ δ᾽ ἔτεκεν στυγερόν τε Μόρον καὶ Κῆρα μέλαιναν / καὶ Θάνατον, τέκε δ᾽ Ὕπνον, ἔτικτε δὲ φῦλον Ὀνείρων).

 

[here_for_now]

Everyday I don't die in my sleep I feel like this

 

[Surek]

Oddly enough, even though I want to CTB, I don't care much about it when I first wake up. Yes, these thoughts can cross my mind during the day, but not at the exact moment I wake up

 

[Aflame5926]

100% every single day

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, to me existence will always be a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, no matter what this existence should never be imposed. It's so terrible how humans impose this existence at all and cause all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently so I can finally be at peace from the abomination of existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just want to be free from the pain and suffering of this torturous existence.

 

[Ben 111]

I really understand, I always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, to me existence will always be a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, no matter what this existence should never be imposed. It's so terrible how humans impose this existence at all and cause all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently so I can finally be at peace from the abomination of existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just want to be free from the pain and suffering of this torturous existence.

Ur not alone what method are you going with