Promise of worst

[olkf]

For the past 2 years, I have just been living with suicide as just an inevitable. Coming to some kind of happiness was out of the question. I used to be able to get work done but it's been getting more difficult. I no longer see a reason for leaving out of my bed or getting work completed. I still have a few weeks left and it's getting excriting.

 

[nowayout*]

For the past 2 years, I have just been living with suicide as just an inevitable. Coming to some kind of happiness was out of the question. I used to be able to get work done but it's been getting more difficult. I no longer see a reason for leaving out of my bed or getting work completed. I still have a few weeks left and it's getting excriting.

I feel the exact same way. Like right now I'm supposed to be working but instead I'm on this site. I don't feel like doing anything anymore.

 

[elephant1]

I can just say things are very similar over here. Suicidal ideation is the only thing that calms me but on the other side it's just a burden to continue while the things in front of you just seem to get more and more out of reach.

 

[ashfall]

I'm really sorry you are suffering. I'm going through something similar right now. I'm planning to ctb when my SN arrives in a few weeks and I'm just getting more and more tired. Pretending to be okay feels so pointless now. I officially dropped out of college on Friday so I'm not even attempting work anymore and I didn't get out of bed today. Living even just a few weeks longer feels like too much.

 

[elephant1]

And the probable length of a life got unbeareble long from this point of view.

 

[myopybyproxy]

For the past 2 years, I have just been living with suicide as just an inevitable. Coming to some kind of happiness was out of the question. I used to be able to get work done but it's been getting more difficult. I no longer see a reason for leaving out of my bed or getting work completed. I still have a few weeks left and it's getting excriting.

I feel the exact same way. Like right now I'm supposed to be working but instead I'm on this site. I don't feel like doing anything anymore.

SAME

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I am always extremely tired and I do not have any will to live. I just want to fall asleep and never wake. I understand how you feel, it is really difficult to do things when you do not have any energy or motivation. I wish you the best.