Venting Procrastinator

[Dreamwalker]

Hey, remember in school when you got assigned homework and you had the full intention of doing it, but when you got home you physically couldn't even move yourself to get the homework out, let alone do it ?? I used to do that too, but now, it's ruining my death life.

I'm following this GOATED guide from Sinuet (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-leave-with-minimal-pain-for-those-who-remain.207480/) on how to CTB with a little maturity, but it's SO hard. I have so many thoughts I want to share, so many letters I have to write. The article mentions organizing your socials, deciding to either collect all your logins, or wipe them clean. Like, if I have the energy to do that, surely I have the energy to keep living ?? I've even been considering using a TEMPLATE, but I'll be goddamned if I let my goodbye letters be copypastas. Don't even get me started on partners

Suggestions ??

 

[behindtheveil]

TBH I thought getting over SI was the hardest part.

 

[Dreamwalker]

TBH I thought getting over SI was the hardest part.

I used to think so too, but I've conceptualized it as like jumping off a diving board for the first time; It's scary, but all you have to do is jump.

 

[behindtheveil]

I used to think so too, but I've conceptualized it as like jumping off a diving board for the first time; It's scary, but all you have to do is jump.

Hey, I know what you are saying but to try it is another story. It took me 4 days and a final 4 hours on couch trying to overcome it, only to be greeted with a failed attempt. But yeah, you are right, we have to take the final dip.