Probably gonna kms soon.

[solid_snake]

Reasons:
- rejected by society
- no one cares
- loneliness for the past 4 years at least
- rejected by people I respect and admire
- girls torture me mentally by playing games and being pieces of shit

My birthday is coming up soon, I could do it then.

Why do you want to kill yourself?
I'm black too so that's another factor. Hard to fit in anywhere with the interests that I have.

 

[waitingforrest]

I'm sorry your experiences with life were not the best. Girls can be so cruel sometimes. I sometimes wish people could just be upfront and say they don't want me around, rather than leading me on. I hope you the best and that you may find peace from the pain.

 

[I-can-only-imagine]

I'm sorry you are struggling - be prepared to have your post removed as methods are not allowed to be discussed at all on this forum page.

 

[little helpers]

personally I always have a odd feeling with "reasons". cuz no matter how hard you tryna prove them to yourself, they simply neither justify *nor deny* anything as to why life is not worth living anymore. instead, it's the longing in one's heart that says it. I know how much some can love life, just as much as some can crave death. just be sure what you want. and know that I feel your pain. isolation is not something anyone should bear.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life can be very unfair. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I'm sorry you are in this situation. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.