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IWantToSleep

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Dec 27, 2020
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Drank nearly a whole bottle of vodka, trashed my own room and probably said some incredibly insulting things to my sister who calls me everyday. Said she probably won't call me today, probably another day. Please say something comforting guys.
 
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nobodyspecial

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Jul 10, 2021
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Drank nearly a whole bottle of vodka, trashed my own room and probably said some incredibly insulting things to my sister who calls me everyday. Said she probably won't call me today, probably another day. Please say something comforting guys.
I've been down that road a couple times. Hang in there. It might take her a day or so to cool off, but I bet she'll call and you guys can mend things. Try not to think about it too much if you can.
 
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Pure

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Jun 29, 2021
366
Do you have alochol use problems in general?
 
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Bullit

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May 6, 2021
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Don't worry,she'll be back. But,what kind of stuff did ya say? Mom always liked you best,is one thing. You're a cancer on humanity,well,that's another.
 
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IWantToSleep

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Dec 27, 2020
227
Do you have alochol use problems in general?
Yes. I'm not an everyday drinker right now, it's sort of erratic, but when I do I binge drink and I do stupid stuff.
Don't worry,she'll be back. But,what kind of stuff did ya say? Mom always liked you best,is one thing. You're a cancer on humanity,well,that's another.
I don't remember.
 
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Oct 12, 2020
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Did you apologize to her yet? Also do you have a drinking problem and need to go to some rehab joint?
 
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IWantToSleep

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Dec 27, 2020
227
Did you apologize to her yet? Also do you have a drinking problem and need to go to some rehab joint?
Yes, and I'm calling rehabs now, I'm skeptical that it'll help in terms of stopping my desire to ctb because I have severe anxiety, but we'll see.
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,157
I've been down that road a couple times. Hang in there. It might take her a day or so to cool off, but I bet she'll call and you guys can mend things. Try not to think about it too much if you can.
This is pretty much what I was going to say. Try to avoid using the phone when you get trashed. Easier said than done I know, I'm guilty of it myself.
 
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Pure

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Jun 29, 2021
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Yes, and I'm calling rehabs now, I'm skeptical that it'll help in terms of stopping my desire to ctb because I have severe anxiety, but we'll see.
Yeah, it's good you're seeking out rehab places. I'd wait to hear back and confirm with one before calling your sister to apologize so that you have a concrete plan that shows you're trying to get better
 
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