Please please PLEASE recommend me painless methods

[Lolkillme]

I want to die so badly, and I've scoured the site looking but everyone here uses acronyms i don't understand (not complaining, this community is amazing I just don't know what they mean). I don't even know what ctb stands for lol. Please help, I want to leave this hell. I've been considering getting a firearm and doing it that way but I'd very much rather not. Please help me escape. I'm begging you. I can't take it here anymore.
Never mind guys I found the methods mega threads, thank you

 

[heretogethelp]

SN if you can source it. Also, buy an anti-emetic to go with it.

 

[nopointofliving]

CTB : Catch The Bus/ kill yourself

I feel you. I'm sorry for your pain, I also need some help. All listed methods don't work in my case. I think we need more methods that can help people who can't buy SN (Sodium Nitrite) or use other common methods. Sending you much love and care <3

 

[All Things Must Pass]

Stop being lazy and READ.

 

[Stevo]

SN if you can source it. Also, buy an anti-emetic to go with it.

Where can buy it from in Europe?

 

[heretogethelp]

Where can buy it from in Europe?

Sorry, i have no idea :(

 

[WornOutLife]

If you find one, tell me about it!

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are in so much pain. It really is hard to die and there is no easy answers. If I knew I probably wouldn't be here anymore. I wish you the best.