Please help me choose the method, i do not know what to do

[Voldmort]

Good afternoon, I can not stand anything else. I need to die as fast as I can. I've been planning my suicide for many years, but only recently did I have the courage to do it and it was a failure (suffocation with a plastic bag).
I discovered this forum and it was one of the useful things that happened to me recently, but let's go, I'll list some methods that I've been thinking about doing, from the best (less painful) to my last hope.

1 nitrogen gas with plastic bag - unfortunately I'm still a student and the equipment is very expensive to get it. would be the perfect method

2 CO gas (carbon monoxide) plastic bag - I just got the idea after reading this thread:https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-acids-stepping-over-the-edge.3893/#post-76841 it is perfectly possible to form monoxide with sulfuric acid and formic acid, but if I choose to buy these reagents I will not have the money to buy also the sodium nitrite on the Internet, that I do not know how well it works and I am researching (if you can contribute I will be very grateful)

3 excess co2 after barbiturates and plastic bag - is already a little more complicated by the discomfort and possession of the tablets

4 sodium nitrite - I do not know how much it hurts

I did not put the nembutal or the cyanide because my chances of acquiring them are very low ...
please help me. if you have some other little painful and easy method I would like to know


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i think i found about sodium nitrite, I did not know what his nickname was sn.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

 

[itsallover]

I would go with the sodium nitrite as it is the most inexpensive. Ten dollars will get you a bottle on the internet. You'll also need some antiemetics which are cheap too.

 

[windingdown]

I am not very knowledgeable about gases (nitrogen, CO etc) but I'd definitely read more about sodium nitrite. You're onto it with the SN megathread. You'd need SN (15g), an anti-emetic (dopamine blocker like metoclopramide), something to raise the pH of your stomach (Tagamet or sodium bicarbonate), and (optional) a painkiller.

It should cost about $30-40 to acquire these things. You can read the chapter about it in the Peaceful Pill Handbook here: (Lethal Inorganic Salts - picture of a man's upper body in a bed on the front page)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/
(see Peaceful Pill eHandboox (May-2018))

 

[Pan]

What about combining a bag over the head while in full suspension mode? I would reason that the addition of bag would minimize failure considerably. Yes? No?