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ojinzo

ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
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I will be renewing my expired state id next week so I can book a hotel room to ctb the following week. I live with roommates, that I frekking hate, and I'm afraid they will hear my body thrashing about as I'm ctb and intervene. Besides I hate my living situation and prefer to do it in a more private atmosphere. Do you think I should leave a hundred dollar tip by my body for whoever finds me? Any other prep I should think about leading up to it? As much as I don't want to disclose my plan, I might as well for optimal success in case those have advice: I plan to use two turkey bags over my head, tapped with gorilla tape and my hands handcuffed behind my back. I know it will be torture so spare me that how painful it will be replies.

Any tips or affirmative advice is welcome. I've waited a month for my N that I'm convinced will never arrive so I have to take the hard way out.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
I have no words , fuck them. Can request for transfer of roomates.
 
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Lone Wanderer

Student
Jul 28, 2022
104
That's a pretty hardcore way to go out... but I think you should just wait for the N. I don't personally no you, but I definitely don't want you or anyone else go out like that. Maybe wait a bit longer for that N to show up. Till then just hang in there. Who knows maybe things will get better?
 
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Banshee

Student
Oct 25, 2021
154
I doubt a hotel maid is going to think after stumbling across your lifeless body is "....$100, is that for me?" lol
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,231
Take sleeping pills to knock you out. Not so many to get you sick.
 
Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
Do you think I should leave a hundred dollar tip-?

Don't bother. Either the police or the ME/Croner's Office (depending on state) will seize all your property in the hotel room as it is legally evidence.
 
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AnĂ³nimo

AnĂ³nimo

Student
Oct 15, 2021
167
I know you said you don't care about the pain, but REALLY think about it. Suffocation is extremely painful and panic-inducing. I don't want you to suffer. You could try hyperventilating for 2 minutes and then hold your breath to see how long you last, to give you an idea. I have considered a similar method too.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
Any tips or affirmative advice is welcome. I've waited a month for my N that I'm convinced will never arrive so I have to take the hard way out.
Well, that is bullshit. I'm sorry that has happened to you. Have you tried contacting D and letting him know? I've heard sometimes he may resend it.

I wouldn't leave the $100. Chances are someone who finds your body is just going to contact LE and then the $100 is going to end up in police custody, and in their coffers, or in one of their pockets.

You'll have to be pretty strong to see a method like this through. If this is your way, I wish you luck with it and that everything goes as planned. Most of all I hope you find your peace from this world.
 
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