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lanahelp

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Jan 19, 2022
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I have posted several times before on this site--about my battle with Lyme Disease and the psychiatric hell is wrought upon my life. I have staved off plans to CTB for 6 years as I don't want to die. I simply can no longer live with the relentless symptoms of depersonalization, derealization, cognitive decline (especially as a former professor and biz exec known for my brain) and resulting ideations. I have N in another state. I'm working to find a way to get to it, ask for a miracle prior, or find final peace. I don't know how to keep going anymore....
 
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tiredtired

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Feb 1, 2025
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dpdr sucks doesn't it
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I so sorry you have to go through this. I wish you all the best, good luck and I hope you find peace!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I imagine that must be dreadful, it really sounds like you've suffered so much, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you wish for.
 

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