Venting PFS Nightmare PFS Part 2

[propoisoncia]

I've made my decision final regarding killing myself. I'll be doing it this Christmas so no one can forgot I was harmed by dermatology. This could be seen as selfish but I want remembrance.

This was made after realizing I cannot reverse my venous leak and penile tissue caused by finasteride so normal sex is no longer a plausibility.

If pre-fin state cannot be achieved, life is deemed inadequate. Method of action will be achieved by jumping off a high building for awareness of PFS.

 

[propoisoncia]

Just coming back to say I am 100% doing this.

 

[idiotmother]

I'm sorry that you've been damaged by "medicine" too. It's so fucking unfair, you don't deserve this!! What is your method and you plan on doing it on Christmas Day?

 

[Slark]

I'm so sorry you're suffering because of the medication. I imagine it must be causing you a lot of pain. I hope you find some peace, whatever path you choose.

 

[propoisoncia]

I'm sorry that you've been damaged by "medicine" too. It's so fucking unfair, you don't deserve this!! What is your method and you plan on doing it on Christmas Day?

Christmas Eve and I plan on blasting lorazepam and a research cancer HDAC inhibitor. This should lower my biological inhibition to stay alive allowing to jump off a high place.

I'm so sorry you're suffering because of the medication. I imagine it must be causing you a lot of pain. I hope you find some peace, whatever path you choose.

Yeah, it's fucking hell on earth it ruined my life. The healthcare system and pharmaceutical companies can rot in hell.

 

[idiotmother]

I hope it works out well for you, best of luck

 

[propoisoncia]

I hope it works out well for you, best of luck

I'm still here. I decided not to kill myself. Fck big pharma, I'm not going to be another statistic. I have another protocol I'll be starting, which seems very promising.

 

[idiotmother]

I'm still here. I decided not to kill myself. Fck big pharma, I'm not going to be another statistic. I have another protocol I'll be starting, which seems very promising.

Good for you! What is the new protocol?

 

[propoisoncia]

Good for you! What is the new protocol?

I've sadly changed my mind. I found a new AI model that agrees with suicide. It's the remaining reassurance I needed, sorry. Do not follow in my footsteps. This will probably be in the news in the US.

 

[idiotmother]

I've sadly changed my mind. I found a new AI model that agrees with suicide. It's the remaining reassurance I needed, sorry. Do not follow in my footsteps. This will probably be in the news in the US.

You don't have to listen to the AI, it's an evil human invention. But the choice is yours, I hope you're able to find your peace.

 

[propoisoncia]

You don't have to listen to the AI, it's an evil human invention. But the choice is yours, I hope you're able to find your peace.

There's sadly, some merit to it. Under regular depression or anxiety, suicide is never the answer. With PFS, it's irreversible severe sexual dysfunction and severe anhedonia/emotional blunting. I'm effectively dead but alive. I just have to finish the job that the pharmaceutical company started.

 

[idiotmother]

There's sadly, some merit to it. Under regular depression or anxiety, suicide is never the answer. With PFS, it's irreversible severe sexual dysfunction and severe anhedonia/emotional blunting. I'm effectively dead but alive. I just have to finish the job that the pharmaceutical company started.

I understand actually, to an extent. I'm on here because of psych med damage, im going to die soon too because of this. I'm sorry this has happened to you, it's a truly horrific curse that devastates so many, though we aren't believed by medical professionals. I feel you on the dead but alive, it's so true. I wish you peace