percentage wise, how sure are you that you will be dead in 10 years from now?

[xXSufferingXx]

percentage wise, how sure are you that you will be dead in 10 years from now?
for myself i'm gonna go with 99% sure

 

[silence ends]

100%

 

[unluckysadness]

I'd like to say 100% but my fucking SI doesn't agree... So idk but I'd like to end this shit before 10 years !

 

[xXSufferingXx]

I'd like to say 100% but my fucking SI doesn't agree... So idk but I'd like to end this shit before 10 years !

yeah exactly. and the reason i didn't say 100% is because what if, god forbid, we end up as a veggie?
then technically we wouldn't be dead, but just a drooling burden.
that's why it's important to really prepare well and do the best possible job

 

[skiski_what]

100%. Hopefully by the end of this summer instead of a long wait though.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

100%. Hopefully by the end of this summer instead of a long wait though.

what method you have in mind?

 

[Spite]

It's feeling like about a 75% chance. In 10 years from now I'll be nearly 40 years old. I'd be genuinely astounded if I was still alive to see myself turn 40.

There is that small 25%-ish chance I could just continue to drift through life, never go through with CTBing and just... exist. I'm sure I'd be suffering nearly the whole time, though.

 

[Matchaaa]

I guess maybe 99.99%? if I'm technically speaking, but my heart believes it's 100%

 

[skiski_what]

what method you have in mind?

Firearm or SN. Have one on hand while waiting on my order for the other. SN requires more prep but I'm working out methods to make sure they're both fool proof. I'd like to personally go with SN, but I need my hands on other things for it. Firearm has more or less been worked out, and is relatively quick and "painless."

 

[Forveleth]

90%. I genuinely want to be dead but you never know.

 

[ZwartHartje]

10 f---ing years, 100%, all else is absolutely unthinkable!!! 5 years would be unthinkable. 1 more year would be really bad.

Edit: as for method, most likely poison. I have two different plants/plant families on mind, but just found that on Erowid there are trip reports of people just tripping balls on Datura, so that would be very counterproductive...

 

[xXSufferingXx]

Firearm or SN. Have one on hand while waiting on my order for the other. SN requires more prep but I'm working out methods to make sure they're both fool proof. I'd like to personally go with SN, but I need my hands on other things for it. Firearm has more or less been worked out, and is relatively quick and "painless."

i see. american? :)
yes SN does seem to require a lot of drugs in cooperation with it.

 

[skyisblue]

percentage wise, how sure are you that you will be dead in 10 years from now?
for myself i'm gonna go with 99% sure

75%. every attempt i turn into such a fucking pussy. it's like i want to die but im not ready to do it

 

[urgent]

99.99% I am to ill to find a method but my body is in such poor health I couldn't live much more if even a year. I fear I won't be able to stop being kept alive on a ventilator or feeding tube, IV meds and fluids since I am suffering so much pain and can barely swallow or do anything but suffer.I can't find a way without help.

 

[Fadenself00_]

Making an actual attempt, 95%

Main risk would be failure with long term complications

 

[Macedonian1987]

percentage wise, how sure are you that you will be dead in 10 years from now?
for myself i'm gonna go with 99% sure

In 10 years I will be dead with 99,99% certainty.
In 5 years I will be dead with 95% certainty.

The way my health is rapidly worsening i will be in immense chronic pain if I don't end it in 10 years.

 

[Bishop]

The truth is I don't know. I'm not a psychic. I could get hit by a bus tomorrow and be gone, or get a terminal illness. But ideally yes I would like to be gone by then.

 

[iamjustapebble]

90% but mainly because I'm scared I'll fail

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Firearm or SN. Have one on hand while waiting on my order for the other. SN requires more prep but I'm working out methods to make sure they're both fool proof. I'd like to personally go with SN, but I need my hands on other things for it. Firearm has more or less been worked out, and is relatively quick and "painless."

what are u doing to make the SN or firearms method more foolproof?

 

[divinemistress87]

99% sure. Id be almost 50 by then fuck that

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Like 90%, no way I'm living more than a decade

 

[ZwartHartje]

99% sure. Id be almost 50 by then fuck that

Same here, and that's horrible, even if everything else in my life wasn't f***ed up

 

[FailedNav]

I honestly don't know. I'm actually surprised that I'm here now. But that is due to fear an SI. I don't really have an overall will to live for anything positive. My major fear is that I'll still be here in ten years with the same fears, guilt and loneliness. But it will be worse because my ability to function in the world and contribute will contimue to deminish...I'm tearing up and getting a pain in my gut just typing this.

 

[SoulWhisperer]

10 years is a fucking long time with this. I'm going with a 95%

 

[endboss]

99,9% unless a true miracle happens.

 

[divinemistress87]

Same here, and that's horrible, even if everything else in my life wasn't f***ed up

Amen. I dont find anything about aging to be enticing

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I could be sure as to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake to me, I'll just always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence and all I want is true permanent peace.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so torturous that just causes existing beings to suffer with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and it's so painful how the torture of this dreadful existence can continue for decades longer just for one to face the agony of old age. All I want is to be gone, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, no matter what this existence should just never be imposed and it's just so dreadful how it was causing all this terrible torture and suffering as a result, non-existence truly is all that can bring me peace.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I am 99% sure I'll be dead within a decade from now. It's honestly a miracle if I'm still somehow alive by then.