Story people don't see someone who's struggling

[vinicuit]

i live in a house with 11 people besides me, and it's so overwhelming for me all the time cause it's eleven people all day everywhere in my home (i'm in this place for financial situation, it's cheaper)

and sometimes i just can't get out of my room out of tiredness. this week, i spent 16 hours sleeping because i couldn't be able to get out of bed, i wasn't able to drink water ou eat, i was in a bad depressive mood this week

people looked at me and made jokes about it, telling me i rested a little bit too much. and they laughed as if i was just sleeping for fun, as if i wasn't thinking of committing suicide at any moment. and this is so much tiring for me

i plan to move out of this place, but sometimes i just want to kill myself in that room so they realise what it actually was. so they see that i was actually struggling to keep myself alive

 

[starboy2k]

oh, they see it………
they're just scared to entertain the idea that you might want to end your life in a house full of eleven people because that would require some introspection on their part if you were to actually do it... and people don't like introspection.

that's probably why they are resorting to dismissive and insensitive jokes at your expense.