Pegasos plan failed!

[mini_weeny]

I exchanged a few months ago mails with Pegasos explaining my conditions and they said they considered me a candidate for AS however one of those conditions and the most painful is hyperacusis caused probably by acoustic trauma and superior deshicience syndrome.

So, I decided to do an altitude test to see if my ears would take any pressure changes and was driven to the hills near the city but the moment we started driving up and down the hills my ears got stuffed and had to pop them and it was just too painful. I'm back home with a set back and now I know for sure there's no way to get on a plane with these broken ears. So, what to do now?? I've been homebound for 2 years and each second of the day is hell and now I have worsened my ears, I live in Mexico should I go find a corrupt veterinarian and get N ???? Suggestions??? The hope of a peaceful death is gone :((((((( I'm trying to process the fact that my life and death are gonna be painful for the rest of my life . I also have a rope SN is not easy to get. I need a corruptible vet in Mexico.

 

[HopelessFight]

I'm sorry this happened to you.

You have one advantage: you live in Mexico and speak the local language. There will most probably be ways to get N in your home country. The downside is that, due to the pandemic, over the last 1.5 years not many people made the trip to Mexico to find N and so the current locations to retrieve it may be unknown.

If Pegasos considered you for AS, you might be able to become a member of Exit International, even if you don't meet their age requirements. If they accept you as a member (contact them first), on their forums you might be able to find the newest N sources within Mexico itself.

In addition, there's the very easy way: just order from A or D. I mean, since you had the money for Pegasos, I assume buying N shouldn't be too hard for you financially. Since you live in Mexico there's also no customs to deal with.