pay for sex before exit?

[Felix007]

i have been to a prostitute twice a couple of years ago, but felt disgusted at myself afterwards both times... but since i havent had sex in years after my relationship ended, i have been thinking of going again for some time now... the problem is i watch porn daily and am afraid that i wouldnt get it up... plus its expensive obviously...
what do you think, should i go one last time before i exit even though ill feel digusted again?...

 

[October112021]

Do as you like. I would recommend however that, if you're going to CTB in a motel or hotel, not to use the prostitute in the same room you CTB in, and not to do it the night of, to avoid any entanglements for them from the legal system.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

No. Sex work is pretty horrible for all involved, frankly. You said yourself you'll feel disgusted. Best not to sow worse karma before you leave.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

i have been to a prostitute twice a couple of years ago, but felt disgusted at myself afterwards both times... but since i havent had sex in years after my relationship ended, i have been thinking of going again for some time now... the problem is i watch porn daily and am afraid that i wouldnt get it up... plus its expensive obviously...
what do you think, should i go one last time before i exit even though ill feel digusted again?...

If you'll feel disgusted then there's no point, and I can relate to you, I don't see the point in escort-sex either, especially as a lot of these women are secretly trafficked so they don't even get the money - it all goes to their pimp or enslaver "boyfriend". Maybe send the money to someone you care about instead that actually did something to make your life better. Or just send it to someone in need.

As for performance, I wouldn't worry about it. If someone cares when you've been out of the loop for so long, then I wouldn't care about what they thought. Seriously, send the money to someone who truly deserves it or spend it on yourself.

 

[makethepainstop]

i have been to a prostitute twice a couple of years ago, but felt disgusted at myself afterwards both times... but since i havent had sex in years after my relationship ended, i have been thinking of going again for some time now... the problem is i watch porn daily and am afraid that i wouldnt get it up... plus its expensive obviously...
what do you think, should i go one last time before i exit even though ill feel digusted again?...

To me any transaction where both parties walk away satisfied, is a good one. Both parties got just what they wanted!

 

[JustSwingingTheD]

I've went +10 times and never felt disgusted by myself. Why should I?

I'm nice and treat the women well. I shave, i behave, i wash up so i don't stink. I'm not Brad Pitt but they are not going to go puke after i leave. I give them a lot of money for having normal sex with me for a relatively short time, during which they mostly just lie there. (not because they would be lazy, that's just how i roll) Most of these girls are independents who are in it for money, there are very few trafficked girls in my country and i like to think i can spot them the likely ones. What is there to feel ashamed about?

Sometimes it's been quite nice, other times a complete waste money. But you never know if you don't go.

Why exactly are you asking other people? You think i'm going to know the answer for you? If you are afraid you can't get it up you can always go get some viagra. That's what i do when i get nervous.

 

[counting-out-time]

might be a cheaper option to buy 2 pieces of steak and put them between your mattress and bed frame and then "go to town"

TBH I wouldn't trust a prositute, I've heard rumours some pay drug you and then walk off with your wallet phone car keys etc.

 

[unreal]

Go for it if you're really want to. It's not worth it imo. Maybe sex just isn't for me though.

 

[GrumpyFrog]

Is it really worth it if you're just going to feel gross when it is over? I do not insist it isn't, but that's just something to ponder.