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ShadowChild

ShadowChild

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Jan 13, 2020
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Okay, iv tried all bar one..always feels like my heads gonna pop...does anybody know, if I just dealt with the feeling that my heads gonna pop for long enough, would it be enough to ctb, and if so how long until the bus arrives?
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
Depends on if you can overcome your SI
 
ShadowChild

ShadowChild

Any time now.
Jan 13, 2020
65
Depends on if you can overcome your SI
Iv tried, only problem I run into is "this ain't working I'm gonna end up falling asleep and being found with a rope tied around my neck and then iv got that to answer too" so I end up backing out unfortunately I don't seem to be able to pass out, I can find my sweet spot with my hands but when I'm actually attempting I can't find it at all..it stressing me out big time
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
Iv tried, only problem I run into is "this ain't working I'm gonna end up falling asleep and being found with a rope tied around my neck and then iv got that to answer too" so I end up backing out unfortunately I don't seem to be able to pass out, I can find my sweet spot with my hands but when I'm actually attempting I can't find it at all..it stressing me out big time

Major issue with some people not being able to find that "sweet spot". I think thats why they look for other methods.
 
ShadowChild

ShadowChild

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Jan 13, 2020
65
Major issue with some people not being able to find that "sweet spot". I think thats why they look for other methods.
Like...I can find it. Just not with a ligature :( I always get the head pop before the euphoric feeling of the sweet spot being compressed. I dunno if I'm doing it wrong or what
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
Like...I can find it. Just not with a ligature :( I always get the head pop before the euphoric feeling of the sweet spot being compressed. I dunno if I'm doing it wrong or what

Like i said.. some people just can't find the sweet spot. I think it has to do with not everyone's neck structure is the same. Case in point.. seems males usually have a more protruding Adams apple. over women. And NO this was not meant to sound sexist
 
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Indieblue

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Like...I can find it. Just not with a ligature :( I always get the head pop before the euphoric feeling of the sweet spot being compressed. I dunno if I'm doing it wrong or what
Same boat. Maybe padding should be added on it so that it could press the spot.
 
ShadowChild

ShadowChild

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Jan 13, 2020
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Like i said.. some people just can't find the sweet spot. I think it has to do with not everyone's neck structure is the same. Case in point.. seems males usually have a more protruding Adams apple. over women. And NO this was not meant to sound sexist
Hey you won't get any PC shit from me mate anatomy is anatomy. Just wish I could get the same response with a ligiature as I can with my hands..sigh..I'm gonna end up with SN with not anti emetics :(
Same boat. Maybe padding should be added on it so that it could press the spot.
Iv tried using balled up socks, but I'm tightening the logistics first then when it's tight enough adding the socks then tightening some more..maybe this is where I'm going wrong :/ do the carotids need to me compressed before the jugular or does it not matter as long as they're both it off?
 
one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
Hey you won't get any PC shit from me mate anatomy is anatomy. Just wish I could get the same response with a ligiature as I can with my hands..sigh..I'm gonna end up with SN with not anti emetics :(

I didn't mean the sexist comment towards you.. just in general LOL
Sounds like you have done a little research on SN
 
ShadowChild

ShadowChild

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Jan 13, 2020
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I didn't mean the sexist comment towards you.. just in general LOL
Sounds like you have done a little research on SN
I know mate I know :3 yeah iv done a bit like I live with parents so if any questions were asked I could just say I'm making dye as I'm into painting and shit like that but the nausea element of the whole thing f is what's stopping me at present, like, in the UK you need a prescription for anti emetics ..I'm thinking just getting morning sickness tabs otc and hoping for the best if I can't nail this night night method.
 
one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
but the nausea element of the whole thing f is what's stopping me at present, like, in the UK you need a prescription for anti emetics ..I'm thinking just getting morning sickness tabs otc and hoping for the best if I can't nail this night night method.

From what i've READ online. Not everyone vomits from it.
But i'm glad you have done research. Can't really say the morning sickness pills would be like the recommended AEs
 
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