Paranoid?

[Fadeawaaaay]

The walls are closing in. I don't want to check email or any texts for fear that it is some bad news, some calamity needing my attention, some other shoe that's about to drop. I feel like everybody Is disappointed or angry at me so I don't want to interact with other people. And I don't wanna make any decisions because I assume they'll be a mistake like everything else I've done in the past. Bills piling up. Best to hide.

 

[CommitSudoku]

I relate a lot to this, I'm sorry you feel this way, it's exhausting. It's awful having anxiety to interact with others and always thinking the worst. I think I'm only a disappointment when I do talk and these days I'm only depressing to be around - no personality left. A shame just surviving results in stressors like bills continually piling up, it makes an end seem that much better. Best wishes with everything you've got hitting you.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life can be very depressing and in a life like this, things can easily get worse, so it is understandable wanting to hide. I'm sorry that you are suffering. I wish you the best.

 

[Lullaby]

Wow, you're actually me right now. I have my phone on do not disturb currently because I can't deal with anything. Don't want to see any emails, texts, calls, etc.

There's always something going wrong, or something else getting worse that's going to kill my mood even more. If I could crawl into a hole and escape from it all, I would.

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, it's suffocating and it sucks.