Painful realization

[solisoccasus]

I have tried different methods of suicide but unfortunately none of them worked. Though it's those basic methods coz i don't have a gun and i couldn't buy one without my parents seeing it. A knife in my chest would be good but if i do it wrong, i might live with an impairment and i would live way way worse than before. Could someone help me?

 

[BRuss]

Have you considered SN?

 

[Squalo]

do you have a way to leave the house to look for a resistant rope in some store?

 

[solisoccasus]

do you have a way to leave the house to look for a resistant rope in some store?

Have you considered SN?

I haven't yet. Couldn't find a cheaper one online.
I could leave the house but i don't jave a room to hide the rope so my parents would ask a ton of questions.

 

[whatevs]

You need to think this through. That idea of jamming a knife to your chest sounds juvenile and unrealistic, not to mention incredibly painful and agonizing.

 

[BRuss]

I have SN if you can travel within the United States.

 

[Oblivion Access]

Attempting suicide while living at your parents' can only end badly.

 

[solisoccasus]

You need to think this through. That idea of jamming a knife to your chest sounds juvenile and unrealistic, not to mention incredibly painful and agonizing.

That one too. I want it to be very silent just like i'm sleeping except that i'm not waking up.
I know. That's why i want to plan it really well.

Attempting suicide while living at your parents' can only end badly.

 

[Shu]

I have tried different methods of suicide but unfortunately none of them worked. Though it's those basic methods coz i don't have a gun and i couldn't buy one without my parents seeing it. A knife in my chest would be good but if i do it wrong, i might live with an impairment and i would live way way worse than before. Could someone help me?

Thought about jamming a butcher knife into my chest also. Not a good idea. Please rethink that.

 

[solisoccasus]

Thought about jamming a butcher knife into my chest also. Not a good idea. Please rethink that.

I have thought about that and realized that it's not so i have to go with other plan.

 

[Squalo]

I haven't yet. Couldn't find a cheaper one online.
I could leave the house but i don't jave a room to hide the rope so my parents would ask a ton of questions.

do you have a car? do you have the possibility to reach some place where there is a very high bridge?

keep in mind that you cannot kill yourself at home if your parents are present, the possibility is very high that they will notice and make you fail.

 

[solisoccasus]

I don't have a car. I have nothing. My parents are too strict so i couldn't go outside without them knowing. My life's just a mess.

 

[Shu]

I don't have a car. I have nothing. My parents are too strict so i couldn't go outside without them knowing. My life's just a mess.

May I ask how old you are? Is that okay?

 

[solisoccasus]

I'm above 18.