Pain

[death137]

I wish I didn't care about anything. I wish I could turn off my mind. But this isn't possible. The chemicals in my brain don't care if I feel angry, sad, grief and all the other feelings. They sense things and decide which feeling I'm going to feel. One moment is this intense anger that I wish nothing but harm to this world and the next moment I feel this deep sadness that I just wish for life to be better. I try to be logical to fight my mind but it changes things to little to nothing. There is no other option but to be tortured by this pain until I take my last breath.

 

[Huntfish34]

Ohh boy... Thats me pretty much to a T . One of the main things I'll say in a meeting ( AA/ IOP ). That Im battling my sick Fckn mind. Lately a lot of my feelings have bordered around self hatred and that of others... Then a switch can get hit and Im sensitive , cry at small things, ... Its downright Maddening I say.

Thoughts and prayers to you on this Fucked off journey we call Life,

Butch

 

[Garbage Person]

Fuck, I wish we could all find some semblance of peace and prosperity. Emotions are ridiculous. In these troubled times, I'm convinced they're all off the charts in their intensity for pretty much everyone except the elite.

 

[FuneralCry]

Our thoughts really can torture us and we can have little control over them, it really can be exhausting. For me, I know death is the only way I will get any sort of peace.