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Clemenstönnies2

Member
Jul 25, 2022
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Hi,

I want to end my life painlessly by a overdose of drugs.

I never took any drugs before -only pharmacys by force- so I am kind of overwhelmed by all the opportunities I got ^^.
My favorites at the moment are:

-Heroin
-Fentanyl
-Also I read in this forum that SN is kind of trendy. Maybe I should feel embarassed but I dont know what SN is and I dont find it anywhere. Can someone tell me?

Do you think these drugs would confirm my will (painless, fast, secure death that I can take whenever I want by swallowing a pill). Is there a better one? Which one would you take in my place?

The thing is that I need to choose now for ever. I dont have enough money to buy all of them and I dont want to make a bad choice.

Hope my english is okay

clemenstönnies
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
They are have some downsides. Heroin and fentanyl are illegal and trying to get them will put you into prison in many countries, and it can be for a years long sentence. Sn is sodium nitrite, which can work, but if it doesn't you can get brain and/or kidney damage, based on some recent posts. It is not easy finding a good method to ctb.
 
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RN12

RN12

Student
Jul 25, 2021
180
some people use GHB
But i can't tell the effectivity
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,137
They are have some downsides. Heroin and fentanyl and illegal and trying to get them will put you into prison in many countries, and it can be for a years long sentence. Sn is sodium nitrite, which can work, but if it doesn't you can get brain and/or kidney damage, based on some recent posts. It is not easy finding a good method to ctb.
Damn, I thought you weren't meant to get any damage after taking SN, it's my second choice but I'm yet to do all my research on it.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
Damn, I thought you weren't meant to get any damage after taking SN, it's my second choice but I'm yet to do all my research on it.
A few people posted here that they didn't have damage after a failed attempt but there is a recent thread, from just this week, about some pretty significant damage from a failed attempt.
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,137
@Someone123 oh yeh I did see that actually I didn't read the thread tho cos stuff like that is triggering for me. I guess I will have to read it all closer to the time I CTB though.
 
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