Overcoming SI

[Tictoc77]

I have the plan, I've written my letters but everytime I make a date I back out. Is that just SI can I overcome it, do you just push through I know I dont want to be alive anymore

 

[CuddleHug]

Strong survival instinct could be a sign that you're not ready yet, especially if you back out before it's time to commit (pulling the trigger, so to speak). It's okay to be scared, suicide is something very final. You'll never know what could have been.

Do you have no hope that things could get better? Have you tried everything in your power to give life another chance? I'm not doubting you, I just want to make sure you're okay with the choice.

Hugs~

 

[Tictoc77]

Strong survival instinct could be a sign that you're not ready yet, especially if you back out before it's time to commit (pulling the trigger, so to speak). It's okay to be scared, suicide is something very final. You'll never know what could have been.

Do you have no hope that things could get better? Have you tried everything in your power to give life another chance? I'm not doubting you, I just want to make sure you're okay with the choice.

Hugs~

I have tried everything and I wish in a way there was another way but I know that Suicide is my only option. I think that's it the finality of everything and the fear of what happens is it just blackness or that because I've committed suicide I'm just going to face further torment if there is any form of afterlife

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I have the plan, I've written my letters but everytime I make a date I back out. Is that just SI can I overcome it, do you just push through I know I dont want to be alive anymore

SI is a bitch, it can be over come, but if your body is fighting it then you are not ready mentally. You can have everything ready, but there may be something inside that you have not emotionally dealt with yet that is stopping you

 

[revenge88]

Sorry what's Sl

 

[ShadowChild]

I'm getting better at it, I can't explain how even if I could it's down to the individual I guess. I don't know how long I have left could be anytime now, I'm internally at war with myself and both sides have the same goal..but I just want to say this community is amazing, you're all so nice, it's shit that you're all in this boat. If even some of you manage to power through and turn things around then it's a blessing to the whole world..

 

[GinaIsReady]

Sorry what's Sl

SI = survival instinct

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I hope I am at the top of my chronic pain when I ctb. That will encourage me.