noone2
Member
- Sep 16, 2022
- 20
The waiting is agonizing. I live in Germany and I will be in big trouble if the customs seize the package, so I pray that they won't, still it makes me anxious. Another problem are my parents because they already suspect me for suddenly ordering things online, I usually never do. I ran away from home last week to kill myself in the woods with poison but my father found me before I could take it and now they keep an eye on me all the time. I just hope everything goes smoothly. It's unfair how hard they make it to ctb. I already try to minimize the pain I will cause by only attempting in the woods. It should be anyone's right to take their own life as long as they thought it through and don't cause unnecessary harm. I wish society would accept that and that I could go in peace without fear of being found.
