SoLowHollow48
崩れてゆく前に
- Nov 24, 2025
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So... you can view it however you want but today, June 23rd (Jakarta Time), is the day my best friend and former lover passed away. She died last year and I'd like to commemorate her here in this space where she used to frequent, even if it were to find the method to her own demise.
Her name's Bianca and her username here was SueSydell (yeah, funny. EDIT: sydell sushi) She was 22 when she passed. She turned 23 March 5th this year. She would've been a great food scientist/flavorist if only the people around her just get their shit together and stop failing her (myself included).
I know that some people here will say shit like "oh, let bygones be bygones", "let her rest in peace, stop bringing her up to us" but she meant a lot to me and I don't want to forget about her. I don't want any of you forgetting about her, about the fact that she lived, she had interests, she had people who loved/hated her, she was cherished.
It's always been weird to me that we rarely see people here having their death commemorated. Maybe some. Certainly not a lot else I'd see a post like this every time I open SS.
Happy death day, Bianca.
I was about to draw her but the odd hours that I work around now kind of stopped me from doing so. I have nothing to give but this one little post. I hope those who have stumbled upon her could remember her in a loving light too.
Her name's Bianca and her username here was SueSydell (yeah, funny. EDIT: sydell sushi) She was 22 when she passed. She turned 23 March 5th this year. She would've been a great food scientist/flavorist if only the people around her just get their shit together and stop failing her (myself included).
I know that some people here will say shit like "oh, let bygones be bygones", "let her rest in peace, stop bringing her up to us" but she meant a lot to me and I don't want to forget about her. I don't want any of you forgetting about her, about the fact that she lived, she had interests, she had people who loved/hated her, she was cherished.
It's always been weird to me that we rarely see people here having their death commemorated. Maybe some. Certainly not a lot else I'd see a post like this every time I open SS.
Happy death day, Bianca.
I was about to draw her but the odd hours that I work around now kind of stopped me from doing so. I have nothing to give but this one little post. I hope those who have stumbled upon her could remember her in a loving light too.
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