One of those days where everyone is fed up with me

[PrincessInWhite]

For being so anxious, so intense, so obsessive, so sad.

I have no leg to even stand on, I know I am all these things. I know I am more of a burden than I am an asset. I know my existence is a detriment.

I hate how I can't fully accept it, how my stupid brain keeps coming up with ways for me to live or go on. I am a drain on those who know and love me, and realistically and logistically this will not improve. I want to fully accept my death, finally, this limbo of worthless and hopeless hope is destroying me.

I am so sad this is what my life became.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I understand, I feel like my existence is pointless. I feel held back by the survival instinct. I wish it was easier to let go of life. False hope really is painful. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I understand, I feel like my existence is pointless. I feel held back by the survival instinct. I wish it was easier to let go of life. False hope really is painful. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

You are so kind- thank you for the thoughtful response I hate that you are suffering this way too. I don't know why some of us have to live like this. I'm sending you all the love and light