One of the positives before planning to CTB is..

[StevieNixs]

.....I get to eat junk food every day without giving a flying fig. Never did it before to this extent.

 

[BreakTheCycle]

Enjoy it as much as u can. I wish u great feasting.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Finally being absolutely happy

 

[ClownMe]

I feel ya, now that ive recently realised there's no hope for me and that ill be gone within the next few years, my diet is mainly just junk food.

 

[whenlavaflows]

This. literally this.
food is the one thing that brings me some sort of joy/comfort, so why the fuck not if i'm going to be dead in the next few months?

 

[FuneralCry]

When I feel like eating, I tend to eat mostly unhealthy food. I do not care about a healthy lifestyle.

 

[fox_wannabe]

So true, I just ate extravagant dinner well above my standards

 

[littlelungs]

Same. I'm not gonna live for much longer and food gives me some sort of temporary enjoyment in the midst of this miserable existence, so you can bet your sweet ass I'm gonna eat as many Oreos and hash brown puffs as my heart desires.

 

[The Lonely]

I had no idea one could eat that much pizza I ate this year… :)

 

[Peel_the_Banana]

I feel you. Once I finally decided I was done I just ate whatever I wanted. There have been some weeks when I ate as much as 10-15 pints of ice within in a few days. Add in Chinese food and pizza. Now I'm almost 100 lbs overweight.

I tried to do keto diet to take off some weight as a half hearted attempt to gain some control. Of course I looked up all the recipes to make keto desserts. Totally defeated the purpose but at least I was enjoying the "diet".


I slowed down b/c my back started hurting. Haven't gained anything in a year. Still haven't ctb'd yet though. One thing I figured out is that male partners don't wanna ctb with a fat girl so at least I have a built in predator deterrent now.

 

[summers]

For me, it's being able to focus on the here and now. Not worrying about the future. Don't need to save for retirement. Can take contract jobs. Not giving a shit what all the drugs I'm putting into my body will eventually do to me.

My life basically is a focus on short term goals, having fun, meeting new people, having new experiences. The one thing that may seem contradictory is that I push myself harder now that I have a time limit. One day, there won't be a tomorrow, so if I want to do something, if something is important to me, I have to get it done, or maybe I never will...