Once again, alone

[Nirrend]

I'm sorry to make a post like this

I feel deeply lonely and wiped out, I would so much like to talk to people going through this kind of crisis, I would so much like to sit down, with people in the dark night, looking at the sky and rehashing the past with emotion.

I am lost

I am tired

 

[splashofvanilla]

I feel alone even though i just went out with friends yesterday after months of not talking with them.

 

[toforigivelife]

Please don't apologize. The loneliness and isolation that comes with depression and being at the point that everyone on this forum is at can be unbearable.

If I didn't have such a rough week I'd offer to talk with you but I'm afraid that I wouldn't be of much help. I really wouldn't be.

I wish there was a phone line for people in our position. A refuge, people we could talk to and who would understand where we're coming from rather than a hotline that just chants "No! Don't even think about ending your life!"

Sometimes we just need a non-judgemental space to talk.

I'm sorry that I can't be of more help.

Maybe if you created post that asks if anyone is available to talk you'd be able to find someone.

I'm so sorry that you're in this state. I hope that you can find someone who can relate to you and who is available for conversation.

 

[splashofvanilla]

Have you ever sat down and looked at the night sky even when the city lights block the stars and felt amazed yet overwhelmed?

 

[toforigivelife]

Demon9 just posted that they're open to texting.

"Who else thinks about committing suicide, 919 292 3834 text me if you're serious"

Maybe you can text them and tell them that you're looking for someone to talk to.

 

[Aardvark]

I hear you and empathize completely.

 

[Nirrend]

Thank you for your kind messages <3

@toforgivelife, yes I know but I don't know why, I just can't. I know that I can be complicate to live and, I'd rather not bother anyone.. And talking to someone about things like the past, the nostalgia, the afterlife, is what I want because, I don't know in fact. I think that, dying with someone is what warm me in the inside, because I just want to find the people up there

@splashofvanilla, yeah, i've just done it few minutes ago. Smoking while listening to songs and looking at the dark sky, that was really sad and poetic

 

[locked*n*loaded]

"Who else thinks about committing suicide, 919 292 3834 text me if you're serious"

If you do this, make sure you block your number. You have no idea who you're calling and talking to.

 

[Nirrend]

Demon9 just posted that they're open to texting.

"Who else thinks about committing suicide, 919 292 3834 text me if you're serious"

Maybe you can text them and tell them that you're looking for someone to talk to.

Yeah, i just saw the topic, but that's paradoxical because i don't want to be saved, i just want to talk to these subjects in a context that make me deep feels inside.

I'm sorry, i think my situation is just totally screwed up, i thank you for the time you allowed me <3

If you do this, make sure you block your number. You have no idea who you're calling and talking to.

Yeah i'm a little suspicious about these kind of things ..

 

[Euthanza]

I'm sorry to make a post like this

I feel deeply lonely and wiped out, I would so much like to talk to people going through this kind of crisis, I would so much like to sit down, with people in the dark night, looking at the sky and rehashing the past with emotion.

I am lost

I am tired

Have you ever sat down and looked at the night sky even when the city lights block the stars and felt amazed yet overwhelmed?

A song for you

 

[Nirrend]

Thank you for the sharing friend <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you suffer so much. I know that loneliness can be painful for many and I understand the feeling of being tired of everything. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from what you are going through.