On the ward

[Emu]

Hey all,

Been a while since I posted! Thought I'd touch base.. we'll last Thursday I got nabbed and I'm currently in the psych hospital..!!
Been a week still want to CTB.. i pushed my plan forward then had to come in voluntary otherwise would of got sectioned!
So now I can't leave.. otherwise i could get sectioned.
I'm sure I'll get the chance soon..
I hope everyone on here is as well as can be.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds very unpleasant being in a psych ward, I'm sorry you are in this situation. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[healthrecovery]

Been 4 times in the psysch ward
Avoid them at all costs

 

[Emu]

It sounds very unpleasant being in a psych ward, I'm sorry you are in this situation. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

Thank you. Yes I can't wait to get out.

Been 4 times in the psysch ward
Avoid them at all costs

Yes I can't wait to get out…

 

[cambrai33]

Hey all,

Been a while since I posted! Thought I'd touch base.. we'll last Thursday I got nabbed and I'm currently in the psych hospital..!!
Been a week still want to CTB.. i pushed my plan forward then had to come in voluntary otherwise would of got sectioned!
So now I can't leave.. otherwise i could get sectioned.
I'm sure I'll get the chance soon..
I hope everyone on here is as well as can be.

When you say nabbed, can you expand a little. I'm trying to be discrete but want to be aware of any flags that would get me nabbed

 

[Emu]

When you say nabbed, can you expand a little. I'm trying to be discrete but want to be aware of any flags that would get me nabbed

Apparently it was just my behaviour escalated and I had a few previous attempts and I lost my temper and fell into a trap the the psychiatrist set for me and blurted out my intentions but not fully and that mixed with my behaviour present and past was enough to get me in here.

 

[healthrecovery]

Whatever you do dont take injections or depot shots

 

[rationaltake]

Apparently it was just my behaviour escalated and I had a few previous attempts and I lost my temper and fell into a trap the the psychiatrist set for me and blurted out my intentions but not fully and that mixed with my behaviour present and past was enough to get me in here.

Sorry about all this. I understand how it happens. Hope you get out soon.

 

[cambrai33]

Apparently it was just my behaviour escalated and I had a few previous attempts and I lost my temper and fell into a trap the the psychiatrist set for me and blurted out my intentions but not fully and that mixed with my behaviour present and past was enough to get me in here.

They are fuckers!

Look I know they mean well in the most part and have a job to do but so easy to cross that line of safeguarding concern. I'm happy you are ok though although i know you have other plans, hope that doesn't make me sound like a twat

 

[Emu]

Whatever you do dont take injections or depot shots

Definitely not, thanks for the heads up

Sorry about all this. I understand how it happens. Hope you get out soon.

Thank you, I hope so too

 

[ddd1234]

Been 4 times in the psysch ward
Avoid them at all costs

I was in a psych ward... to be honest, in my state of mind it doesn't matter where I am. When I was in the ward, I wanted to go home quickly. They discharged me after 4 days... but right after I stepped my foot outside the building I realized that nothing changed. The problem is not the place but my head. My head is my prison now, or I should say, my past is my prison.

No matter where I go and what I do, it haunts me, it kills me, it eats me alive. It killed my identity, my dignity, my body, should and mind. Constant mania and anxiety that's what I have now. I ask for 5 minutes of relief, 5 minutes of relaxation,, but guess what? No relax for me. Only guilt, regrets, and rumination.

My family guards me 24/7 because they know that I am suicidal as fuck. But even with that, I don't think I will make it to Christmas time. Sooner I will throw myself into the truck or something.

 

[Emu]

They are fuckers!

Look I know they mean well in the most part and have a job to do but so easy to cross that line of safeguarding concern. I'm happy you are ok though although i know you have other plans, hope that doesn't make me sound like a twat

Aw no it doesn't make you sound like a twat.
Thank you and I hope you are ok too

I was in a psych ward... to be honest, in my state of mind it doesn't matter where I am. When I was in the ward, I wanted to go home quickly. They discharged me after 4 days... but right after I stepped my foot outside the building I realized that nothing changed. The problem is not the place but my head. My head is my prison now, or I should say, my past is my prison.

No matter where I go and what I do, it haunts me, it kills me, it eats me alive. It killed my identity, my dignity, my body, should and mind. Constant mania and anxiety that's what I have now. I ask for 5 minutes of relief, 5 minutes of relaxation,, but guess what? No relax for me. Only guilt, regrets, and rumination.

My family guards me 24/7 because they know that I am suicidal as fuck. But even with that, I don't think I will make it to Christmas time. Sooner I will throw myself into the truck or something.

Yes I understand what you are saying, I feel that nothing has changed and it won't change I've set a plan in my head with one destination now. For me my fate is sealed.
I never wanted to be here for Xmas or for 2022, it's just so hard but I find solace in you lovely people. I wish you well my friend.