Ok, I apologized to my father.

[watereyes]

Hi fwens,

So I apologized to my father, I told him that I love him and that I'm sorry. And I said goodbye. Now I'm ready to go. Whenever I'm alone.

 

[Avril]

I'm so sorry, my dear @watereyes. I will miss you so much.....

 

[Auto Immunity After]

Hi fwens,

So I apologized to my father, I told him that I love him and that I'm sorry. And I said goodbye. Now I'm ready to go. Whenever I'm alone.

What was your dads reaction to you saying goodbye?

 

[watereyes]

What was your dads reaction to you saying goodbye?

he said 'you wont go' and i said i will. ended there.

 

[Auto Immunity After]

he said 'you wont go' and i said i will. ended there.

so you know when he said "you won't" he meant "I dont want you to"

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you peace if this is your decision.

 

[watereyes]

so you know when he said "you won't" he meant "I dont want you to"

yes.

 

[HelloAllYouPeople]

I wish you luck :(

 

[ClairyFairy]

Would it have made a difference if he had have said please don't do it?

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

I believe it would to some extent.

 

[ClairyFairy]

Why don't you try telling him that?

 

[Peel_the_Banana]

Why don't you try telling him that?

I wouldn't because:

1. It may come across to his father as he/she is attention-seeking and not serious
2. If I were communicating my true intentions, I'd want my father's natural response. Not something I told him to say. As a person in this world we have enough chit to figure out. We shouldn't have to decode whether a parent is sincere in their responses.

If a part of OP is attention-seeking, it may be best to tell your father more in depth that you don't feel loved by anyone in this world and you wish to leave. Then your father may respond in a manner that displays his affections.

 

[ClairyFairy]

I wouldn't because:

1. It may come across to his father as he/she is attention-seeking and not serious
2. If I were communicating my true intentions, I'd want my father's natural response. Not something I told him to say. As a person in this world we have enough chit to figure out. We shouldn't have to decode whether a parent is sincere in their responses.

If a part of OP is attention-seeking, it may be best to tell your father more in depth that you don't feel loved by anyone in this world and you wish to leave. Then your father may respond in a manner that displays his affections.

For a start it's attention needing over attention seeking and why would you say all that to someone in despair?
In this situation if he's dying anyway what difference does a few more days and telling his dad what he needs to hear. Too many people beat around the Bush when they should be shouting out loud what they're feeling. It's his father he can say what he wants for attention or not. You say it like it's a bad thing!

 

[Peel_the_Banana]

For a start it's attention needing over attention seeking and why would you say all that to someone in despair?
In this situation if he's dying anyway what difference does a few more days and telling his dad what he needs to hear. Too many people beat around the Bush when they should be shouting out loud what they're feeling. It's his father he can say what he wants for attention or not. You say it like it's a bad thing!

Not sure what the point of this is. You're arguing a point that has no bearing. I'm just telling you one version of how his actions could be perceived by his father. It doesn't matter what you think. All that matters is that OP is aware of the scenarios that could play out.

You're taking this rather personal. And I posted an observation to be received as a datapoint. OP can use it or discard it based on what he and ONLY he knows about his father. Move on with that overly emotional crap...


OP posted to stimulate conversation which would obviously contain different viewpoints. I don't really care whether you like my viewpoint or not. You don't have to agree. In fact life would be easier if you assume most don't agree with you, then you can take data for what it is or leave it.

Clearly my last statement was an attempt to tell OP NOT to beat around the bush. But maybe you just can't comprehend.



Bye Bye!!! *Ignore button pressed.*

 

[pole]

sorry to hear about what you've gone through @watereyes

you seem like a good person that's been dealt a shitty hand. i hope you find peace.

 

[watereyes]

sorry to hear about what you've gone through @watereyes

you seem like a good person that's been dealt a shitty hand. i hope you find peace.

yeah its the other way around. I'm the shitty person but at least im working towards becoming a better one.

Not sure what the point of this is. You're arguing a point that has no bearing. I'm just telling you one version of how his actions could be perceived by his father. It doesn't matter what you think. All that matters is that OP is aware of the scenarios that could play out.

You're taking this rather personal. And I posted an observation to be received as a datapoint. OP can use it or discard it based on what he and ONLY he knows about his father. Move on with that overly emotional crap...


OP posted to stimulate conversation which would obviously contain different viewpoints. I don't really care whether you like my viewpoint or not. You don't have to agree. In fact life would be easier if you assume most don't agree with you, then you can take data for what it is or leave it.

Clearly my last statement was an attempt to tell OP NOT to beat around the bush. But maybe you just can't comprehend.



Bye Bye!!! *Ignore button pressed.*

Thanks for your advice fren, dont really know what to say, would just like to state that I'm a she.
Hugs <3

 

[ClairyFairy]

Not sure what the point of this is. You're arguing a point that has no bearing. I'm just telling you one version of how his actions could be perceived by his father. It doesn't matter what you think. All that matters is that OP is aware of the scenarios that could play out.

You're taking this rather personal. And I posted an observation to be received as a datapoint. OP can use it or discard it based on what he and ONLY he knows about his father. Move on with that overly emotional crap...


OP posted to stimulate conversation which would obviously contain different viewpoints. I don't really care whether you like my viewpoint or not. You don't have to agree. In fact life would be easier if you assume most don't agree with you, then you can take data for what it is or leave it.

Clearly my last statement was an attempt to tell OP NOT to beat around the bush. But maybe you just can't comprehend.



Bye Bye!!! *Ignore button pressed.*

Who cares about you trying to make someone feel bad. You don't know my level of comprehension and if you think I give a shit about you you're in the clouds
Ps. I couldn't be arsed even reading your essay. What a waste of space

 

[Meditation guide]

It can't be easy for your father.

 

[watereyes]

It can't be easy for your father.

Most likely.