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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
You know sometimes you feel like that you could press a button and die without any pain? I feel like that rn i jus want the pain to end but humans have too much si i dont get it , why the actual FUCK isnt there a place where people can die peacefully without pain you have to commit a motherfucking crime to die
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
"Powers that be" (governments) don't want to see you die, and certainly won't make it easy for you, because they need you to keep earning money, spending money, and paying taxes to keep the crooked system afloat. It's always about money.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
"Powers that be" (governments) don't want to see you die, and certainly won't make it easy for you, because they need you to keep earning money, spending money, and paying taxes to keep the crooked system afloat. It's always about money.
Eat, work, procreate, repeat.
 
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jifscrater

jifscrater

Member
Apr 17, 2025
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The system would collapse if suicide were freely accepted.
We live in a modern pyramid scheme -a spiritual descendant of the feudal order. The names have changed, but the structure remains. Most people wake up, work, eat, sleep, and repeat this cycle for 50 years. When they're no longer deemed 'useful,' they're cast aside to wither away. What does life look like at 70 or 80? For many, it's just television and pills -not living, merely existing.

This system is designed to serve the top 5–10%, the elite few who truly live. They live in a totally different world. The next 10-20% survive comfortably enough to feel like they're getting somewhere. They get vacations, nice dinners. But the bottom majority - the working class - are trapped. Paycheck to paycheck. No real growth. Just toil. Just survival. They are the foundation propping up the entire structure.

now, if suicide were a truly accepted, accessible option, many would choose it. The illusion would shatter. The system, dependent on silent compliance and quiet despair, would begin to crumble.
 
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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
please kill me..... i dont wanna suffer anymore i really dont i cant cry anymore i want it to end please i beg you if there is someone out there kill me i will be eternity grateful
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,019
I really understand as I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just hope for peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten, I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in an peaceful way with no more pain and no more suffering.
 
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kaligula

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Apr 16, 2025
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The system would collapse if suicide were freely accepted.
We live in a modern pyramid scheme -a spiritual descendant of the feudal order. The names have changed, but the structure remains. Most people wake up, work, eat, sleep, and repeat this cycle for 50 years. When they're no longer deemed 'useful,' they're cast aside to wither away. What does life look like at 70 or 80? For many, it's just television and pills -not living, merely existing.

This system is designed to serve the top 5–10%, the elite few who truly live. They live in a totally different world. The next 10-20% survive comfortably enough to feel like they're getting somewhere. They get vacations, nice dinners. But the bottom majority - the working class - are trapped. Paycheck to paycheck. No real growth. Just toil. Just survival. They are the foundation propping up the entire structure.

now, if suicide were a truly accepted, accessible option, many would choose it. The illusion would shatter. The system, dependent on silent compliance and quiet despair, would begin to crumble.
indeed
 
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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
I honestly think it should , people should realise how bad our community is treated and how cruel the world truly is , the colossal amount of deaths will hopefully make the elite realise how much they truly need to people below them
 
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kaligula

New Member
Apr 16, 2025
3
I honestly think it should , people should realise how bad our community is treated and how cruel the world truly is , the colossal amount of deaths will hopefully make the elite realise how much they truly need to people below them
that would be a step in the right direction but this is never going to happen unfortunatley...
 
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lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
that would be a step in the right direction but this is never going to happen unfortunatley...
i remember a quote , "In a world about to tear itself apart, its nice to know some of us still gather just to dream" i think thats us
 
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