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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
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Short post here.

I went to my spot where I was planning on hanging myself. It is in a secluded area. I have gone there many times for many different reasons and there were teenagers there smoking or drinking I think. I'm 100% sure there were two people. They were very aware of my presence. They saw me. I hope they don't make it a regular spot if they do I won't know what to do. I haven't really made a backup plan. That was my go-to hanging place.

I was planning on stashing my rope there in a plastic bag. Just so that the option to leave this horrible world is there.

Thanks for reading.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,547
They're probably drawn to the seclusion. If you keep showing up, they'll probably decide it isn't such a cool place after all.
 
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TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
3,069
Interesting read to me at least for several reasons I have a place I call "my spot" too and it´s a somewhat secluded area and it sucks when I go there and there sometimes are people it was also a place I have considered ctb on several occasions, I just thought it was interesting since it was like reading how I felt about 'my spot'
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
I have a spot
Short post here.

I went to my spot where I was planning on hanging myself. It is in a secluded area. I have gone there many times for many different reasons and there were teenagers there smoking or drinking I think. I'm 100% sure there were two people. They were very aware of my presence. They saw me. I hope they don't make it a regular spot if they do I won't know what to do. I haven't really made a backup plan. That was my go-to hanging place.

I was planning on stashing my rope there in a plastic bag. Just so that the option to leave this horrible world is there.

Thanks for reading.

Start screaming and yelling at them saying that it's "your spot". I'm sure they won't come back. Lol
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
Not a bad idea to be honest haha

Or put a sign saying this place is under surveillance, if you're coming here to smoke and drink, smile for the hidden camera in the trees.
 
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