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I am terrified

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Aug 22, 2026
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I wanna know how many doses can be deadly, if its painless, or is it even strong enough to kill.
I've been trying to research about it but i cant really find the exact answers i need? idk how to phrase that soz.
I've read that it needs to be combined with something like alcohol, but thats not really an option for me cuz i legally cannot drink or buy alcoholic drinks.
and i dont really remember how much i have left anyways, my supply got confiscated cuz of a semi-related attempt, BUT I dont wanna get caught
looking for it until i secure a plan so they wont hide them in harder to find spots.
I also only have one shot at this, if i fail, i wont be able to acquire more since not only is it hard to find in my country,
but im pretty sure my psychiatrist wont write me another prescription when they find out i literally used it for something they were trying to prevent.
 
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adamantc

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Mar 29, 2026
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benzos are not suggested. OD's are rarely certain to succeed, and you'd need more powerful drugs such as opioids. I'd seriously consider other options, especially seeing as you are below the legal drinking age.
 
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