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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,641
I have not had problems in sharing my stories with you, but since I do not want to repeat some things, I leave here the context of everything
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-know-she-waits-for-me-on-the-other-side.64412/
So, her birthday is every November 8, in part it is one of the reasons why I feel emotionally unstable every time this day approaches, I cannot help it, although I make an effort to maintain my emotions, the memories they break me. A few moments ago I bought a cake, like when she was alive, between tears I sang birthday alone, but at least it served as a way to vent, I hope no one lives what I have lived, and thank you if you read my story.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Words are so shallow for moments like this. But know that atleast she had you to care and remember her. May she rest peacefully.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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You showed her so much love, gentleness, compassion, and understanding. I am sure it meant the world to her, Judah. It breaks my heart you had to lose your other half in such a traumatising manner. There are just no words..
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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At least she is now at peace and is free from suffering, but I know it is painful to lose those who we are close to. I'm sorry you are going through this, I wish you the best.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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no way of knowing if she is in a better place or not we just assume death is the end for all time it might not be, we could be brought back alive anywhere in the universe.
 
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Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,641
Thank you for your words,@KuriGohan&Kamehameha , @Circles and @FuneralCry
No hay forma de saber si ella está en un lugar mejor o no, simplemente asumimos que la muerte es el fin de todos los tiempos, puede que no lo sea, podríamos regresar con vida a cualquier parte del universo.
I am sure that beyond death there is only an infinite nonexistence, which is the same as not suffering anymore, so for me she no longer suffers, but it hurts me not to see her again, those were the best 5 years. of all my life
 
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