Noriv159
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- Oct 22, 2020
- 76
No friends. No family. No confidence. No care. No strength. No motivation. No love. No joy. No pleasure. No life.
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the-exit-plan
porter robinson - fellow feeling
- Nov 20, 2020
- 25
but really the chorus at 1:17
Showbread - The Goat (Nervosa)
lyrics:
I am the pride
I am the lust
I am the burning ache
I am the you you always were
I am eternal fake
I am the beast
I am the snake
I am the love of self
I am your heart
I am your soul
I am the living hell
So open up and let it in
I'm not afraid of anything
I never have been
I am the drip
I am the creep
I am the ugly truth
I am the dirt
I am the pain
I am inside of you
I am the cries
I am the lies
I am the empty
I am the ever growing hole
Growing inside of me
No future for anyone
I am the end
I am the waste
I am the hollow shell
I am the numb
I am the trash
I am the god of self
I am the death
I am the filth
I am the everything
I am inside
I am alive
I am the anything
So open up and let it in
I'm not afraid of anything
I never have been
So open up and let it in
Burn me up
Swallow me
Turn me up and follow me
No future for anyone
You can't save yourself
Can't save yourself
I am the faith that melts away
I am the open mouth
I am the ache that eats away
I am the restless doubt
I am the life that ends in tears
No point to anything
But I am my own
I am the road that leads to nowhere
I'm the nothing
I am the tentacles that tangle you
I'm the empty
I am me
I am myself
I am I
I am the only thing
I am the neverending lieLast edited:
Noriv159
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- Oct 22, 2020
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the-exit-plan
porter robinson - fellow feeling
- Nov 20, 2020
- 25
WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
At least you have this forum! I haven't got most of the things you mentioned neither.
Hope we can find peace soon!
Noriv159
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- Oct 22, 2020
- 76
I hope. I'm too big of a loser everywhere though, I don't think I can make any serious connections.Similar threads
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