Nothing will ever fulfill my life. I've lost the ability to smile.

[NothingElseMatters]

Suicide is the only way out.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry you can't smile anymore and ctb is the only way out for you.
I wasn't able to do it for 6 months and it sucked.

Finding a hobby has helped me. I don't smile all the time but doing something you enjoy feels good.

Anyway, whatever you do, I just wish you the best.

 

[blue_muse]

Nobody's superhuman NEM. Pretending to be fulfilled and forcing a smile can be more exhausting. At least you're accepting how you feel at the moment.

 

[Mentalmick]

I don't smile anymore either and when I force it it feels damn uncomfortable. And looks weird.

 

[emgrl]

Same here… not a pleasant feeling.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't think that there could be anything to smile about in a world that is as cruel as this. Life does just seem to be endless misery and suffering. The only thing that I find comforting is the thought of permanently ceasing to exist.

 

[Misswannadie]

Suicide is the only way out.

I don't know how to smile and it's very rare for me to smile sincerely and when I try to fake a smile I just look weird

 

[Zzzzz]

Despite my best efforts, I don't see any cure for my depression.