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Carlotta16

The Best I Can Do is Nothing
Mar 16, 2022
134
I'm sorry to message again I'm just so lost and so confused and just really struggling.
I did what people sed i should do this weekend. I went out to a friends house yesterday, stayed iver and had some drinks. Then me and my wife took her kids out and spent time with them, then popped to see her parents. I thought it would be better than sitting again home in front of the telly wen I'm not at work. But it didn't help. If anything it has made me feel worse. I don't know how to help myself feel better. I take all the tablets I'm told to take and I do everything that people tell me to do but it doesn't get better. I don't know where to turn to anymore.
 
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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
Don't be sorry for posting here, whatever you post we will understand it and give you warmth and love, i can't say it will get better, in my case it never been good and hopeless for years, nothing seems work its not your fault for feeling like this, our world is depressing source for all of us, i will support you in whatever you choose to do, peace for you
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,613
I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I understand that it can be dreadful when things just get worse and I know that it can be awful when everything seems hopeless. This life is so depressing. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Carlotta16

The Best I Can Do is Nothing
Mar 16, 2022
134
Don't be sorry for posting here, whatever you post we will understand it and give you warmth and love, i can't say it will get better, in my case it never been good and hopeless for years, nothing seems work its not your fault for feeling like this, our world is depressing source for all of us, i will support you in whatever you choose to do, peace for you
Thank you
It's so nice to talk to people who truly understand, and that you know you can be completely honest with them and they are not gona go and get you sectioned and things
 
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BigG91

BigG91

I'd rather be homeless with good health.
Aug 21, 2021
191
I'm sorry to message again I'm just so lost and so confused and just really struggling.
I did what people sed i should do this weekend. I went out to a friends house yesterday, stayed iver and had some drinks. Then me and my wife took her kids out and spent time with them, then popped to see her parents. I thought it would be better than sitting again home in front of the telly wen I'm not at work. But it didn't help. If anything it has made me feel worse. I don't know how to help myself feel better. I take all the tablets I'm told to take and I do everything that people tell me to do but it doesn't get better. I don't know where to turn to anymore.
What tablet and what doesn't get better ?
It's assuming it's depression for your post.
 

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