Venting Not meant to be

[Life_and_Death]

Can I recover, get better, become a normal part of society and be ok with it?

Probably, most likely.

Does that mean I'm meant to?

No.

I can not be suicidal. I can be happy. But that doesn't mean this world is for me.

 

[WornOutLife]

I relate to this so much!!
100% agreed.

 

[Sherri]

Everyone at some stage experiences depression or the feelings you describe, some people is a temporary thing, for most of us here on this site is permanent. I take it day by day, yesterday was a 7 for me from 1-10. Today I'm okish. It's so hard to take it day by day. It's like a "storm" you never know when it's going to come or for how long it's going to stay. Hugs.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Everyone at some stage experiences depression or the feelings you describe, some people is a temporary thing, for most of us here on this site is permanent. I take it day by day, yesterday was a 7 for me from 1-10. Today I'm okish. It's so hard to take it day by day. It's like a "storm" you never know when it's going to come or for how long it's going to stay. Hugs.

this isnt a temporary thing. its just a thing

 

[Sherri]

this isnt a temporary thing. its just a thing

I'm sorry, I feel the same way also.