Venting Nobody really listens until you're dead

[Breadbfra]

Here's the story. In italy depression is taken like a huge f*cking joke and I am honestly exhausted. I've ordered SN and I thought seriously about ctb-ing, finally and my parents and my girlfriend will eventually get over it. I've tried screaming for help.
My n.1 psychiatrist doesn't answer. Suggested me Brintellix, had to write him almost 20 times to get a prescription and he still hasn't answered me. I told him I'm severely suicidal.
N.2 psychiatrist (located in Italy), is an absoloute soulless human. I told him I'd kill myself soon and I needed help and he answered "I'm on vacation"
Antisuicide psychologist centre answered "why do you wanna die and why haven't you reached a centre (as if psychiatric clinics in Italy aren't the worst)? I suppose they aren't on vacation?"
Fun fact: the woman who answered me and gave me the psychologist's number ,the one who actually created the association (who became a centre later) lost her son due to suicide in 2006.
People who decide to ctb in Italy just do the right thing because we're treated as a joke, and then everyone cries and says "they didn't ask for help!"

 

[leiche]

situation is so much the same in russia, there's no help here, everyone just blame you or inprison

 

[BipolarGuy]

Here's the story. In italy depression is taken like a huge f*cking joke and I am honestly exhausted. I've ordered SN and I thought seriously about ctb-ing, finally and my parents and my girlfriend will eventually get over it. I've tried screaming for help.
My n.1 psychiatrist doesn't answer. Suggested me Brintellix, had to write him almost 20 times to get a prescription and he still hasn't answered me. I told him I'm severely suicidal.
N.2 psychiatrist (located in Italy), is an absoloute soulless human. I told him I'd kill myself soon and I needed help and he answered "I'm on vacation"
Antisuicide psychologist centre answered "why do you wanna die and why haven't you reached a centre (as if psychiatric clinics in Italy aren't the worst)? I suppose they aren't on vacation?"
Fun fact: the woman who answered me and gave me the psychologist's number ,the one who actually created the association (who became a centre later) lost her son due to suicide in 2006.
People who decide to ctb in Italy just do the right thing because we're treated as a joke, and then everyone cries and says "they didn't ask for help!"

Society is revolted by the act of suicide; it seems to go against the basic survival instinct possessed by every living creature.

BUT, society doesn't do anything about the reasons that lead to people wanting to do it.