No turning back I hope it goes well

[happy?1270]

In a previous post I said I had purchased sn off the jungle site and was going to recive it at summer camp since it'd be found in the mail at home. My plan was when I get it say oh I'll open it later.

I hope all goes well bc I had second thoughts nervous my sister might find out or someone insist I open it when I get it but when I went to the jungle to cancel it was too late the option was return it when u get it. I hope all goes well I'm pretty nervous. Sucks that I made a fun activity about my suicidal tendency's.

 

[london3]

In a previous post I said I had purchased sn off the jungle site and was going to recive it at summer camp since it'd be found in the mail at home. My plan was when I get it say oh I'll open it later.

I hope all goes well bc I had second thoughts nervous my sister might find out or someone insist I open it when I get it but when I went to the jungle to cancel it was too late the option was return it when u get it. I hope all goes well I'm pretty nervous. Sucks that I made a fun activity about my suicidal tendency's.

I wish you luck, try not to worry too much and have your cover story ready.

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that it must be stressful being in that situation. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and we could be open about our plans to leave this world. I hope that things go the way that you want them to.

 

[happy?1270]

Update: I reported myself before it came. I told them it was an impulse do it now or regret it brain moment and when I went to cancel I couldn't my team was very understanding had to make a call to my parents on spotiest data but we figured it out and it's been fine. Luckily I wasn't in trouble w camp and my parents weren't too worried. Package confiscated ofc. Mostly reported myself in fear of getting caught plus I wanted to enjoy being at camp instead of in fear. Hot as hell week but made it. Will probably end up using my po box idea later