I don't want to die. Yet I can no longer stand the pain. I lost everything after a breakup and getting Lyme disease. I'd fight back, as I've been for 5+ years, but I have such severe depersonalization and derealization, I'm constantly in a suicidal state. I cannot see properly and nothing seem real. There is no way to adequate Describe the existential terror in which I live daily.
My SN is supposed to arrive tomorrow. I want to go as soon as possible, closing up a few things, recurrent Billings, goodbyes, etc. I know I'm going to devastate my family but it
Hurts to be alive. I fought for them and my beautiful loved ones. After so long, their patience and support are waning.
I need for the SN to work. Will anything from a drugstore serve as an anti-nausea med? I have klonopin, xanax, Luvox, and Lamictal too. I can't believe this is real, or me, or
Happening. I was never depressed before this happened.
Please offer any tips beyond what I read from Stan about SN and making sure it works.
My SN is supposed to arrive tomorrow. I want to go as soon as possible, closing up a few things, recurrent Billings, goodbyes, etc. I know I'm going to devastate my family but it
Hurts to be alive. I fought for them and my beautiful loved ones. After so long, their patience and support are waning.
I need for the SN to work. Will anything from a drugstore serve as an anti-nausea med? I have klonopin, xanax, Luvox, and Lamictal too. I can't believe this is real, or me, or
Happening. I was never depressed before this happened.
Please offer any tips beyond what I read from Stan about SN and making sure it works.
