No method seems appropriate

[SighCry]

I live in Australia so no guns. Hanging - I don't like the idea of being choked to death even if it's short. Jumping - I went to a well known spot and looked down but it was too scary/couldn't envision myself doing it. SN - terrified of a welfare check and live with people so concerned about delivery. Maybe if I'm so scared it's a sign I don't truly want to do it?

 

[likeacatinthedark]

going through the same thing right now, but across oceans. I know I need to do it by tonight, but im just so lost on how.
every method is such an effort and looks so impossible for a variety of reasons
why is intentionally dying so difficult when living feels so much harder?
none of it's fair, man

 

[SighCry]

going through the same thing right now, but across oceans. I know I need to do it by tonight, but im just so lost on how.
every method is such an effort and looks so impossible for a variety of reasons
why is intentionally dying so difficult when living feels so much harder?
none of it's fair, man

I feel you. yeah it's such an effort and ordeal, haha. It is very hard. But it's a huge thing to do no wonder it is.

 

[Sedfrg]

Don't dwell on it or make too much of it; almost everyone is afraid of death, and that's perfectly normal.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Since you're not sure you truly want to do it, just wait. Time will reveal the answer either way.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and terrible to me how peaceful, guaranteed ways to cease existing are made inaccessible, all I want is to cease existing peacefully and finally be free from this torturous, dreadful existence, I wish you the best.

 

[SighCry]

Since you're not sure you truly want to do it, just wait. Time will reveal the answer either way.

Wise advice, thank you