I'm 37 and I live with my father. I've never had a real job. During a manic episode I had a series of plastic surgeries that completely ruined my face. Now I don't go outside anymore. It has been two years without human contact. My dad buys groceries for me so I don't have to leave the house. He's 76 years old. I feel like I'm trapped in a prison of my own making. Ctb is the only way to go.
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):I'm sorry you are going thru this. I was also obssesed with the way I look, I have BDD. I hope you can somehow accept the way you look. There are lots of people which plastic surgery didn't end up natural, you can see them on tv and it seems like they just don't care.
Wish you all the best.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,670
Life can certainly be an awful thing, so many things have the potential to ruin our lives. When we have no hope, it can be hard to keep living. I hope things improve for you and I wish you well.
WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
I'm so sorry to hear this.
I felt like you last year and I know what a hell that can be.
However, you're 37...you can still get better if you really try to but well, "easier said than done" I guess.
Hope you can get the strength to keep on fighting!!!
Hugs,
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