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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.*
Nov 25, 2025
318
Sup? Since I apparently am this abusive type of person you told our friends I am, let's do something abuse worthy and post a Goodbye Thread.
Do not worry about having to call police. What a hassle that would be. I am not at home. I am actually in another state. Good luck finding me.



Now to move on to the main event of tonight my ✨ SUICIDE ✨

Starters:
57 hours fasting
while snacking on lorazepam and domperidon all the time

Main Course:
a few 10 mg Domperidon
80 mg OxyContin
1000 mg Paracetamol
100 mg Melperon
40 mg Dipiperon
5 mg of lorazepam oral
2x Anti-Acid

Palate cleanser:
30 g SN 99.4% confirmed purity
2 mg of lorazepam nasal

Dessert if I get overwhelmed by my late-night cravings:
another 30 g SN

I already started the main course.
Sorry couldn't resist and I am really impatient.

I have a few minutes spare time. So anybody like the Artist Tape B or in general Space-Bass vibey Artists?
 
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COP2CON

COP2CON

Student
Nov 29, 2025
117
You know how I feel about you. I don't want it to be but if it is, goodbye my friend .You made me smile when i had nothing to smile about.
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.*
Nov 25, 2025
318
You know how I feel about you. I don't want it to be but if it is, goodbye my friend .You made me smile when i had nothing to smile about.
Yeah. This one is it. Not spontaneous for once. Sorry m8. I always appreciated you so much C2C. Your bunny pictures and company were truly one of my biggest highlights during December. I am truly thankful to you for that.
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
249
goodbye, and good luck.
 
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COP2CON

COP2CON

Student
Nov 29, 2025
117
Yeah. This one is it. Not spontaneous for once. Sorry m8. I always appreciated you so much C2C. Your bunny pictures and company were truly one of my biggest highlights during December. I am truly thankful to you for that.
Always in my heart Mon Cheri
 
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COP2CON

COP2CON

Student
Nov 29, 2025
117
Also, not to kill the mood....maybe I've been in prison to long but what the hell is space bass?
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.*
Nov 25, 2025
318
a mix of dubstep and other edm that my friends came up with. don't know if it is official
google Mac Miller - Loud (Tape B Flip)
 
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spellbound

spellbound

My Great Guilt
Apr 25, 2026
44
Bon appétit, I hope the after-meal nap is peaceful
 
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rottingratlab

New Member
May 8, 2026
4
I didn't know you, but I hope you'll get to know peace wherever you may be
 
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certified_idiot

certified_idiot

Future Lost Media
Dec 5, 2023
127
I did not know you in life, but I hope your death is peaceful.
 
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Enyan

Enyan

Retired Catgirl
May 19, 2026
14
Only just joined, so we never talked, but I hope you can find some peace :')
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.*
Nov 25, 2025
318
time to cleanse the palate with SN
 
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an alien

an alien

out of this world
Oct 27, 2024
62
I fucking love Tape B. I'll hold space for you in my heart next time I see him. Rest well.
 
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RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
84
I love tape B. Are you looking for some music to listen to while you go? I have a playlist and I'm sure it has edm on it. I hope you're handling everything okay. You're so much stronger than me.
 
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COP2CON

Student
Nov 29, 2025
117
Thank you for letting me say goodbye and saying goodbye to me. May angels lead you in.
 
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yume_

yume_

Coffee addict
Dec 8, 2025
74
Hey don't know if you'll see this, but I've always saw your posts and you seem like such a lovely person.

I think your posts on recovery helped many people so thanks for that 💙
Goodbye. Know that you will be certainly missed
 
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COP2CON

Student
Nov 29, 2025
117
I have to say this. Sweet Chemi was like the second person ever to reach out to me here. We developed a friendship that was more than I've had in many years. Shes a wonderful person who like so many of you, didn't deserve the hurt and trauma that came her way. She helped so many people and WS genuinely a good person. I feel lucky to have known her, even in the trivial way I did. The sun will have lost one of its brightest rays and the world will be a bit colder. Thank you for all the people you helped, the happiness you caused, the advice and wisdom you shared, and the kindness you gave. We are all lucky to have known you. Be at piece my friend and you will forever be in my heart.
 
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Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
373
Journey well sweet soul. I have lit a candle my friend.
 
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coolcow1289

coolcow1289

Member
Mar 17, 2026
71
Dessert is the same as the palate cleanser? You should ask for your money back. No fried ice cream what a ripoff.

I hope you find eternal peace, sad to see you go :(
 
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Soumatou

Soumatou

Why Do Birds Fly?
Apr 28, 2026
23
may you find peaceful rest
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,510
🌈 good luck, Emily
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire ❤️🕊️
 
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EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,837
See ya, Emi~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
809
Have a good trip. May you find what you're looking for there 💗
 

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