So I only just got my membership approved but I have been lurking for a few weeks now and feel like I already know some of you. A tiny bit about me - I am uk based and up until 18 months ago I had what I thought was a perfect life. In one fell swoop all that changed and now I am totally isolated, depressed, high anxiety, adjustment disorder with complex trauma and ptsd. The only people that matter to me in my life are my daughters who have abandoned me and when I attempted to ctb the paramedics rang them and they said - what you telling us for we dont want to know. A close family relationship dead in the water in a matter of days. Anyways, I havent gotten over it and it's unlikely I ever will and its due to them that I just dont want to be here anymore. Ive had several failures at ctb but I'm hopping one of them will eventually work. I'm now more scared of failure than ctb! How does that work? So thats me without giving too much away. Thankyou for letting me join.
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BPD Barbie
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- Dec 1, 2019
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Welcome to the forum! It's an amazing place with the nicest and kindest people. Take a second to read over the rules and such. Sorry that you've had such a rough time, hopefully you will find your solace here. Sending loveSimilar threads
