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lostcause94

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May 21, 2021
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So I'm new here I've just been approved. I signed up about 4 days ago out of impulse I suffer with serious suicidal thoughts on a regular basis and am always looking on here but I'm now in 2 minds as to what to do I mean generally I want to ctb but just not sure of this is the right timing I dont know
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Hi!!
Welcome to this lovely community! We'll do our best to "listen" to you and give you some advice.

I'm sorry you want to ctb. Many of us are in your shoes too.

Feel free to pm me if you need to talk!

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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Mondo

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May 11, 2021
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So I'm new here I've just been approved. I signed up about 4 days ago out of impulse I suffer with serious suicidal thoughts on a regular basis and am always looking on here but I'm now in 2 minds as to what to do I mean generally I want to ctb but just not sure of this is the right timing I dont know
I'm new as well so that makes two of us
 
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May 18, 2021
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Also new. I tried to join a few months ago but I guess my reason was too "lazy or vague" because I didn't get approved the first time. I gave up (bc duh, depressives tend to quit easily) but came back again once I got desperate enough to want to be able to talk to people freely about wanting to die.
 
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Apr 4, 2021
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Welcome to the forum
 
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lostcause94

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May 21, 2021
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Thankyou all. Just a bit worried I guess. I dont want to do anything right now but i know at some point i will I'm just worried coz i have an attachment and abandonment disorder i worry il get close to people here and it will destroy me when they find they're peace.
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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Welcome. It can really be hard having those types of thoughts, I understand. I wish you the best.
 
Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
Hi, welcome there, new neighbor!

You're surrounded by the most friendly users of the internet here. I barely seen hostility here because people are so understanding of the situation we're in. Opinions might differ, but respected as long as no form of hostility has been sensed. I hope you find this forum as a source of solace and comfort as much as I find it. If you find this forum distressing, then I suggest to avoid this forum at all cost. It is not for the faint of heart.

Enjoy your membership here!
 

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