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iknowtheroadimtakin

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Aug 17, 2026
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Hello everyone. I hope you all are well. I just signed up. Little bit about me. About two years ago I started having panick attacks and severe depression. I was put on all sorts of SSRIs and Benzos to try to get me more stable. Nothing worked on the SSRI side but benzos helped. Unfortunately, I used them for far too long and tapering off them was hell, but im off them. Every day is filled with anxiety. I think I have a brain injury from the benzos. I don't want to feel this way anymore. It's been 4 month since I've had any, and everyday feels the same. I just bed rot. I've been following this site for a while. I know what mic is. Is ordering from there hard? I don't want any sort of welfare check. Thanks to anyone that responds and have a good day. :)
 
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Aug 6, 2026
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Welcome. I'm new too.
 
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discernment

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Aug 11, 2026
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Welcome to the forum 🫂 I very much relate to your experience with benzos. I haven't used benzos in years but I still seem to get effects from withdrawal. They are such powerful drugs
 
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Welcome to SaSu❤️🫂
I don't have any idea about sources even in my country India. So no idea about mic
 

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