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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
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So here I am again with a new account after a failed attempt with the charcoal method.
Im so fucking tired of looking for the ideal method.
I think the best options have always been nitrogen or nembutal.
Does anyone know if Nembutal is even manufactured anymore, or if there are any nembutal alternatives ?
 
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divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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I cant remember the alternative name to Nembutal but its only available in places like Peru and Mexico in remote Veternarian offices
 
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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
161
How'd you fail with CO??
Only thing I can think of is that there was not enough gas buildup in the tent.
I should have bought a carbon monoxide meter to make sure it would do the job.
I passsed out for a bit then woke up with a severe headache.
 
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Boots2Scoots

Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
118
Ahhh gotchya. Been getting ready to do it in my car so wasn't sure if you tried it in yours. I'll just have to see how it goes.
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
394
pentobarbital (nembutal) is still used by vets but very difficult to obtain
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Is there anything readily available in the United States that can be purchased at hardware stores/Walmart to make my own poison? Ammonia and bleach? Antifreeze?
 
pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
161
Ahhh gotchya. Been getting ready to do it in my car so wasn't sure if you tried it in yours. I'll just have to see how it goes.
Yes, its tricky. I made my own little room ( tent ) out of heavy duty polythene and gaffa tape.
I also made a platform to lay down on so that I was elevated high up off the floor so I would be were the gas is more concentrated.
I think I needed another charcoal burner to boost the gas production.
Is there anything readily available in the United States that can be purchased at hardware stores/Walmart to make my own poison? Ammonia and bleach? Antifreeze?
Sorry IDK , I live in the UK.
 
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Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
118
Yes, its tricky. I made my own little room ( tent ) out of heavy duty polythene and gaffa tape.
I also made a platform to lay down on so that I was elevated high up off the floor so I would be were the gas is more concentrated.
I think I needed another charcoal burner to boost the gas production.
CO is denser than air I believe so it falls to to the ground. On the other hand, I think it was just a lack of not having enough. I plan on using 2 full chimney starters (approx 6.5 lb) in my little car. Based on the math I did, I should be set.
 
pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
161
I cant remember the alternative name to Nembutal but its only available in places like Peru and Mexico in remote Veternarian offices
Yeah , I remember a guy on here a couple of years ago who said He bought a few vials of N from Peru.
I dont know if He was genuine or not.
Vizzy who used to be on here a lot had an adress for a vendor in Mexico but He ctb before I could get the adress.
I bitterly regret not buying some N from D back in the day.
 
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thenamingofcats

annihilation anxiety
Apr 19, 2024
482
Didn't INTJamie post photos of his ctb with N in India, or was it another drug? He said it was something he bought there no problem.
 
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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
161
CO is denser than air I believe so it falls to to the ground. On the other hand, I think it was just a lack of not having enough. I plan on using 2 full chimney starters (approx 6.5 lb) in my little car. Based on the math I did, I should be set.
I was told that carbon monoxide is slightly lighter than air. But I guess if you get the concentration high enough it should be ok.
CO is denser than air I believe so it falls to to the ground. On the other hand, I think it was just a lack of not having enough. I plan on using 2 full chimney starters (approx 6.5 lb) in my little car. Based on the math I did, I should be set.
Didn't INTJamie post photos of his ctb with N in India, or was it another drug? He said it was something he bought there no problem.
Sorry, I dont know.
 
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Maod72

Member
Jan 22, 2025
10
I cant remember the alternative name to Nembutal but its only available in places like Peru and Mexico in remote Veternarian offices
That was years ago. Present time: it's really difficult to get Nembutal because you need a controlled receipt. Right now I'm in contact with a guy who has Nembutal.
 
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Thomas599

Member
Jan 9, 2025
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I was told that carbon monoxide is slightly lighter than air. But I guess if you get the concentration high enough it should be ok.


Sorry, I dont know.
I tried to send you Dm, but the system says it won't let me. Maybe because you haven't been around long enough? You might want to send me a DM.
 
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Beta7

Member
Feb 12, 2025
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Hello! I am planning to come to Peru for Nembutal. You can DM if you want
 
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deathisapanacea

Student
Mar 10, 2025
197
Didn't INTJamie post photos of his ctb with N in India, or was it another drug? He said it was something he bought there no problem.
Wow that's interesting 🤔. Might as well be true. Because control over drugs(medicines) is generally lax in India.
 

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