wish someone did to me what i did for my cat. i miss him. miss grabbing his face and kissing his nose multiple times, miss hugging him tightly until he tries to squirm out of my arms, miss him sleeping next to me and taking all the space, miss his meows -- but deeply, he was better off. not keeping him around only to make him feel comfortable until the time comes.
i'm sorry, g. i loved you, but i failed to take care of you and prevent your illness.
i'm sorry, g. i loved you, but i failed to take care of you and prevent your illness.
