Need to ctb by the end of september

[tapetum_lucidum]

I've been contemplating the concept for years now. I need to ctb shortly after I turn 23 . End of September . I've researched all the methods; sodium nitrite , partial hanging , pentobarbital , firearms, etc etc. I don't know what to go with. I just want it to end. I have a concealed carry license (Wisconsin) if that makes it easier to get firearms here . Please I just want it to end

 

[Jadeith]

I need to ctb

Not gonna lie, such sentences make the fur on my back rise. I mean, is there something or, even worse, someone pressuring you into ctb?
I understand "i want to" pretty well but "i need to" or "i have to" - that's all alarms, bells and whistles setting off in me brain.

I don't know what to go with.

Well, if i'd get to live in the States, i'd see if any firearm is available to me. Don't know much about laws there but since you already have license, obtaining one should be only a monetary problem. As i understand them guns are expensive. And why gun? I always try to use correct tool for the task at hand and guns are literally designed to cause immediate lethal perforation so unless you have access to SarcoPod, i don't think there's better method in terms of success rate and ease to use.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous existence, I hope you find freedom from suffering.

 

[quietwater]

I've been contemplating the concept for years now. I need to ctb shortly after I turn 23 . End of September . I've researched all the methods; sodium nitrite , partial hanging , pentobarbital , firearms, etc etc. I don't know what to go with. I just want it to end. I have a concealed carry license (Wisconsin) if that makes it easier to get firearms here . Please I just want it to end

Unfortunately I don't know how to help with firearms and I don't have knowledge about USA systems.
Still, I understand the need to die. Dying becomes a desperate need, I feel the same way and I wish you could get the solace you want and search for. <3
I would suggest SN if you can afford it and get it, but it's just a selfish and egoistical preference.

Also, nice pfp. :)

 

[tapetum_lucidum]

Unfortunately I don't know how to help with firearms and I don't have knowledge about USA systems.
Still, I understand the need to die. Dying becomes a desperate need, I feel the same way and I wish you could get the solace you want and search for. <3
I would suggest SN if you can afford it and get it, but it's just a selfish and egoistical preference.

Also, nice pfp. :)

Thank you, I've looked into SN in the past but It's been a while so I'm sure the info on sourcing has changed so I will have to do some digging

Also, I like yours as well c: