How to pass time??

[hazelmoon]

I'm planning on ctb within the next 2 months. Hopefully around the end of September. Ideally I would want to do it asap but due to external factors I'll have to wait.

I'm so miserable and lonely and depressed. I have no friends, no family, no partner, no pets, no nothing. I spend my days at work or in bed watching tv.

What can I possibly do to make this next month or 2 easier?? It feels impossible to keep going like this that long but I have no choice. I've listened to a couple audiobooks and finished a couple shows but it's still really hard to deal with life at the moment. I'm just sooo lonely and summer is the worst season for me cause everyone is going out and having fun with their friends and the most memorable & exciting moment of my summer was when I drove 4 hours to have lunch at my uncle's house and then drove 4 hours back home (cause we are both very lonely people.) is there anything that could possibly make it a little easier until my time comes??

 

[ctb_warrior]

I'm planning on ctb within the next 2 months. Hopefully around the end of September. Ideally I would want to do it asap but due to external factors I'll have to wait.

I'm so miserable and lonely and depressed. I have no friends, no family, no partner, no pets, no nothing. I spend my days at work or in bed watching tv.

What can I possibly do to make this next month or 2 easier?? It feels impossible to keep going like this that long but I have no choice. I've listened to a couple audiobooks and finished a couple shows but it's still really hard to deal with life at the moment. I'm just sooo lonely and summer is the worst season for me cause everyone is going out and having fun with their friends and the most memorable & exciting moment of my summer was when I drove 4 hours to have lunch at my uncle's house and then drove 4 hours back home (cause we are both very lonely people.) is there anything that could possibly make it a little easier until my time comes??

Fun stuff to do are:
Watch movies of your favourite genre
Play games like PUBG, ludo, Uno, monopoly, that are very engaging
If you know any social app in your city where you can find people to meet or may be date , that can be engaging

 

[hazelmoon]

Fun stuff to do are:
Watch movies of your favourite genre
Play games like PUBG, ludo, Uno, monopoly, that are very engaging
If you know any social app in your city where you can find people to meet or may be date , that can be engaging

Idk why I didn't think to play games. Lol I'll go look in the App Store now to see what interesting stuff they have on there now. I haven't played any games in ages

 

[bloodlet]

I'm planning on ctb within the next 2 months. Hopefully around the end of September. Ideally I would want to do it asap but due to external factors I'll have to wait.

I'm so miserable and lonely and depressed. I have no friends, no family, no partner, no pets, no nothing. I spend my days at work or in bed watching tv.

What can I possibly do to make this next month or 2 easier?? It feels impossible to keep going like this that long but I have no choice. I've listened to a couple audiobooks and finished a couple shows but it's still really hard to deal with life at the moment. I'm just sooo lonely and summer is the worst season for me cause everyone is going out and having fun with their friends and the most memorable & exciting moment of my summer was when I drove 4 hours to have lunch at my uncle's house and then drove 4 hours back home (cause we are both very lonely people.) is there anything that could possibly make it a little easier until my time comes??

I'd get a ps5 personally if you're stuck at home. A good one - watch a new movie. Horror movies are my favorite.
Read into stuff you've never read about like spirituality, what happens after death, philosophy etc. Adopt a new perspective to life, see it from a new perspective.
Watch war footage or gore that's fun, learn about serial killers, read books, online pdfs etc. Fuck around. Get into a new genre of music, fuck someone, make someone fall for you/fall for someone, play around with what's in your head, push your own limits, see something new and taste it.. if you have guns go out and shoot them, maybe enlist in the army as a last effort to push towards something? if you have a car go drive out to the forests/rural areas, experience something new even if you're numb just for the fuck of it. Buy a cat buy a dog, get a fucking pet spider or a snake, you'll be dead anyway..
Try new drugs, maybe try high doses of mushrooms, edibles, and if you can get psychedelics try them. Go Hike, camp out, learn basic survival skills, travel while you're still free, go anywhere, just don't stay in one place for too long.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Idk why I didn't think to play games. Lol I'll go look in the App Store now to see what interesting stuff they have on there now. I haven't played any games in ages

I personally find ludo and monopoly very engaging..
You'll not even realise when a lot of time has been passed i was suicidal when i was in the UK. And i had already failed psh. I had to pass a lot of time, i would use these two games to pass my time..
You can choose to read comics or may be movies or books or music, anything that makes your mind tick.

I'd get a ps5 personally if you're stuck at home. A good one - watch a new movie. Horror movies are my favorite.
Read into stuff you've never read about like spirituality, what happens after death, philosophy etc. Adopt a new perspective to life, see it from a new perspective.
Watch war footage or gore that's fun, learn about serial killers, read books, online pdfs etc. Fuck around. Get into a new genre of music, fuck someone, make someone fall for you/fall for someone, play around with what's in your head, push your own limits, see something new and taste it.. if you have guns go out and shoot them, maybe enlist in the army as a last effort to push towards something? if you have a car go drive out to the forests/rural areas, experience something new even if you're numb just for the fuck of it. Buy a cat buy a dog, get a fucking pet spider or a snake, you'll be dead anyway..
Try new drugs, maybe try high doses of mushrooms, edibles, and if you can get psychedelics try them. Go Hike, camp out, learn basic survival skills, travel while you're still free, go anywhere, just don't stay in one place for too long.

Haha you've mentioned a great variety of stuff. I wanna try mushroom and psychedelics.. But it's difficult to find them in India :(

I'd get a ps5 personally if you're stuck at home. A good one - watch a new movie. Horror movies are my favorite.
Read into stuff you've never read about like spirituality, what happens after death, philosophy etc. Adopt a new perspective to life, see it from a new perspective.
Watch war footage or gore that's fun, learn about serial killers, read books, online pdfs etc. Fuck around. Get into a new genre of music, fuck someone, make someone fall for you/fall for someone, play around with what's in your head, push your own limits, see something new and taste it.. if you have guns go out and shoot them, maybe enlist in the army as a last effort to push towards something? if you have a car go drive out to the forests/rural areas, experience something new even if you're numb just for the fuck of it. Buy a cat buy a dog, get a fucking pet spider or a snake, you'll be dead anyway..
Try new drugs, maybe try high doses of mushrooms, edibles, and if you can get psychedelics try them. Go Hike, camp out, learn basic survival skills, travel while you're still free, go anywhere, just don't stay in one place for too long.

Haha you've mentioned a great variety of stuff. I wanna try mushroom and psychedelics.. But it's difficult to find them in India :(

 

[bloodlet]

I personally find ludo and monopoly very engaging..
You'll not even realise when a lot of time has been passed i was suicidal when i was in the UK. And i had already failed psh. I had to pass a lot of time, i would use these two games to pass my time..
You can choose to read comics or may be movies or books or music, anything that makes your mind tick.

Haha you've mentioned a great variety of stuff. I wanna try mushroom and psychedelics.. But it's difficult to find them in India :(

Haha you've mentioned a great variety of stuff. I wanna try mushroom and psychedelics.. But it's difficult to find them in India :(

Maybe look into it, do research if you're interested.
Take a flight out of your country if you can one day even, lots of possibilities in other countries.
Make online contacts and see if you can find people who can help you with that in their proper communities or just ask around; maybe even a ayahuasca? I think many people should try that out.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Maybe look into it, do research if you're interested.
Take a flight out of your country if you can one day even, lots of possibilities in other countries.
Make online contacts and see if you can find people who can help you with that in their proper communities or just ask around; maybe even a ayahuasca? I think many people should try that out.

I tried to contact everyone in my circle who could have helped me procure anything of that sort. And i contacted someone i met on quora, i got scammed lol flying out of the country i can't even go to the next street without permission. Though i have to go to my office tomorrow so that's some window to move out of the house.